random it shots/ prefrences

Surrender. Stan Uris

we let the waters rise.

"i hate you Stanley Uris!" she hisses at me. i shrug "do you?" i ask, no answer "do you?!" i yell throwing my arms out in question. she leaves and doesn't look back.

we drifted to survive.

i wanna go and talk to him. i know he was drunk when he said what he said but i also know that i wasn't when i said my part. i feel bad about it, i really do. i feel the exact opposite.

i needed you to stay but i let you drift away.

i faintly remember what i said to her that day. i clearly remember what she said to me "i hate you Stanley Uris!". i should've apologized the next day but i couldn't bring myself to talk to her.

my love where are you?

i feel like if i try to talk to Stan he'll just yell at me for deserting him.

my love where are you?

i know that if i try to talk to her she'll still be mad.

whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready.

i'm.......i'm gonna talk to him.

whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready.

i'm going to apologize to her.

can we, can we surrender?

i see him walking down the hall and my courage slowly fades as he catches my eyes with his.

can we, can we surrender?

she's walking in my direction and i can feel myself  get more confident. her existence is so familiar even though i've gone without it for a while.

i surrender.

i stop in front of her and drag her into a hug.

no one will win this time.

he hugs me and i freeze up after a few seconds i hug himback breathing in the scent i've missed so much.

i just want you back.

"i missed you" we say in unison as i play with his soft curls.

i'm running to your side flying my white flag.

"i'm so sorry about what i said. i still feel bad about it. i always think of how i made you leave."i spit out looking down.

my white flag.

"no, i'm sorry"i sigh. "you weren't aware of what you were saying. i was sober i dont feel like that i feel the exact opposite." i admit quickly.

my love where are you?

"what does that mean?" i ask, daring to hope.

my love where are you?

"that means......i........ugh" she groans.

whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready.

we stare into eachothers eyes for a few seconds.

whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready.

this helps me build my courage.

can we, can we surrender?

"what's the opposite of hate Stan?" i say with a small smile.

can we, can we surrender?

his eyes get big at my words.

i surrender.

she puts her hands on my face "i love you " i giggle.

i surrender.

"i love you " he giggles. i start to lean in to kiss him but he  pulls me to him quickly. "i love you too" i whisper against Stanley Uris's perfect pink lips. 

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