Jesse Pov:
I dipped my feet into the cool water of the glimmering lake and took a deep trembling breath, this was the exact place where I met Reuben my adorable little pig a couple of years back before he died.
I looked over to a nearby tree and took my feet out of the glistening water and wandered towards the tree. My hand slid down against the bark of the tree.
Until I felt the carving. Once again I sighed, this very place held memories probably more than needed. It was a carving of a R and J which stood for Reuben and Jesse.
I rubbed the carving with my index finger. Oh how I could hear his tiny squeals and Reuben running around me in circles.
My eyes were now brimmed with tears and I saw a small pebble and picked it up. I got a firm grip on it and threw it into the glimmering lake.
It skipped four times before sinking deeper and deeper into the water.
Reuben why you? You didn't deserve it, I did! The day I found you was the happiest day of my life and the day I lost you broke me into tiny little pieces.
The others expect me to move, like that. I snapped my fingers. I can't...I can't move on like nothing ever happened without you I don't know what to do.
I groaned, before sinking to my knees. With my hands stretched in front of me.
In a matter of seconds I burst out crying as thoughts rang in my head.
"Jesse its not your fault."
"Jesse I am so...sorry."
"Your a hero Reub you know that."
"He was a great pig."
"Don't leave my boy, not now."
My chest heaved in and out my heart was beating fast. Too many memories and thoughts were pounding in my mind.
Then, I felt a hand and my shoulder and I stiffened.
"Hey, hey, let it all out." A well-known voice said and that's what I did. Tears flowed like a river down my face dripping unto my clothes.
I turned around and buried my face into Lukas' orange shirt. He didn't push me away instead he rubbed my back up and down.
"Its okay." He cooed and repeated it over and over again.
I wanted to believe it, but I knew it wasn't okay, my best friend died because of me and nothing could change that! Ever.
Eventually, I calmed down and my heart rate returned to normal and my sobs calmed and Lukas let go of me.
I got up wiping my tears from my face with my hands. Lukas stood up too, and wiped a tear that fell down my face with the side of his hand.
Then he put his hands on my shoulder and said, "Its going to be okay with time, I promise."
Then he hugged me wrapping his arms around me gently. I hesitantly hugged back before whispering in his ear, "Maybe it just will."
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Mcsm One Shots
FanfictionOne shots related to mcsm. Always taking requests too. Basically a book I can come to when I have writers block and to give me a bit of a challenge. Oneshots currently range from: June 1, 2018 - to June 23, 2022 Some oneshots contain murder, dark, s...