STARGAZER

CHAPTER 13: STARGAZER

(DAY 10/10, 3/3 OF LA)

G, EM, A, D

I heard those chords being strummed as I slowly worked my way into the real world. I opened my eyes just enough to peek and saw Niall shirtless with his arms wrapped around his guitar. He was playing and humming a melody to maybe one of his songs but I wouldn't know. I placed my hand on his warm back and he turned around to look at me. There was something different about the way he looked at me, like he wasn't all there. It sorta looked like he was looking through me and not at me. 

"I have to get dressed." I choked out, looking at the clock. It's 8:00 and the flight leaves at 11:00. 

"Okay. I'll, i'll meet you in the lobby." He said whispering back to me. He began strumming again like he didn't want to look at me. Like he didn't want to hear that i'm leaving in less than 3 hours. 

I threw the blanket off of me and sort of fast walked my way out of there. I still had on Nialls clothes and I didn't care. I threw the door open and walked down the hall and into the elevator. I could feel myself beginning to breathe heavy because I just can't imagine leaving him. Once I meet someone I get so attached and I can't let go. The doors swung open and I was on my floor. I pulled the key out and entered. 

I didn't stay in this room at all.. it was a money waster. 

The shower was steaming. I couldn't change the temp at all so it was really hard to get my hair done quickly. Knocking was at the door and it was Bea.

"WAY TO WAKE ME UP. NOW YOU'RE GONNA TAKE FOREVER." 

I wasn't in the mood to ignore it so I yelled back "OKAY, THEN GO USE HARRY'S SHOWER IF YOU THINK THAT."

I turned the water off and used my hand to wipe away the steam on the mirror. I looked absolutely horrible. I've been so drained lately. 

My hair and makeup was done in about a half an hour, usually it takes me longer but I was having a good hair day. My outfit was sorta comfy because of the whole being on an airplane for a few hours. I can't believe i'm going to Alaska. It'll be gorgeous up there... it just sucks that the whole time i'll be up there Niall won't be with me.  (outfit on the sidebar)

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"Hey." I breathed pulling Niall into my arms. 

"Hello." He said in return squeezing me tighter.

"Can I use your car to drive to the airport. I don't really enjoy being with the other people they don't like me much.." He agreed. I went to clear it up with my counsler and we were ready to go. It was a van he had, it was really for all the crew to use. 

"Listen, I have to get another man to come with us so they could drive me back to the hotel after." He want and got Paul, he sat in the back with no bother.

"So where are you going now?" Niall asked in a hushed tone. 

"I'm going to Alaska! I'm pretty excited." I replied trying to sound enthusiastic about it. 

"Oh, that sounds great!" He didn't seem to mean it and I understand. He's so cute when he acts like its okay.

"Where are you going after that?" 

"I have no idea we don't know until we get to the next location. Its a whole surprise thing.. I don't know." 

The rest of the ride we just talked back and forth until he hit a nerve.

"Will you miss me." He looked over at me with his blue eyes turning green.

"Why would you ask that?" I said looking away from the road and back.