Our Idols, Our Lives

Madi's POV

There was a silent pause before Matt finally pulled things out of his pockets. It was my blades. He let out a tear and examined my wrists. He looked under my bracelets and said Madi, your perfect why do you do this to yourself? I couldn't look up. I looked at the ground crying ashamed of myself. He out his hands on both sides of my head and said Madi I love you. Finally I looked at him and said I'm getting hate. He replied angrily BY WHO? I didn't want to say it. He picked up my phone and looked though my notifications on twitter. He saw all the hate his fans have been giving me. Some it was saying how they are happy for me but others were nasty and terrible. He called some of the boys over because of course the girls would come along with the boys and comfort me.

Soon Carter was over with Paige, Taylor was over with Anna (but they were just friends as they both said but you could see the chemistry) Jack was over with Sammy (they also had some serious heat between them) and Hayes was over with Macie (it was hard to tell if Hayes liked Macie, Hayes was really good at hiding his feelings but I was almost 100 percent sure he loved her). After a while Shawn showed up with Payton (he called her pay pay). Shawn and Payton grew up next door. Payton has watched Shawn grow up and you could tell how proud she was.

The girls and I watched a movie with all the guys. We watched The Notebook. It was actually really funny to see all the boys holding their girlfriends or girl friends (but just friends) hugging them or holding their hands or cuddling with them trying to comfort them. The night turned out to be perfect. I thanked Matt after everyone left. Matt held my hand and said anything for you baby. I could tell he was tiered so I said lets go to bed Matt. I can tell you need sleep and he said back you know me so well and laughed with his adorable laugh. He kissed my cheek and said goodnight. Wait until he saw the surprise I had for him tomorrow. I couldn't wait