Behind the Bracelets (Cameron Dallas/ JC Caylen FanFic)**EDITING**

{Chapter 19}

Alyssa's pov

"Lis" Austin said in a shocked looking down at my wrist. I didn't have any bracelets on today because I had long sleeves on to cover my scars. But they must have slid up when Austin and I hugged.

I felt so embarrassed so just disgusting. He knows now he probably thinks I'm a freak.

Before Austin could say anything else I pulled down my sleeves and ran out of the room. I didn't know were I was going I just ran. I then saw a small room that I could sit in and cry.

Austin came in not to long after I got into the small room. I didn't dare to look up at him.

"Lis why?" he asked with a sniffle was he really about to cry.

"It's a long story basically I was bullied in school my ex boyfriend cheated on me, but these are old I haven't done it since I've moved here" I said tears still in my eyes

"Please don't do it again I hate seeing people do this to themselves, and it really hurts me seeing you like this" Austin explained bringing me in for a hug

"I've heard that one way to many times but believe me I'm happy and I won't do it again" I said pulling away and wiping my tears with my thumb

It was quiet for a couple seconds Austin and I just looking at each other until our lips collided. It wasn't like JC kiss but JC  kiss wasn't all that better. None even came close to Cameron's.

We pulled away and we both looked down.

"I'm sorry Lis I.." Austin said but I cut him off

"It's ok Austin just please don't say anything about what you found out today, please I'm begging you" I said looking back up at him

"I promise how bout we just pretend that nothing at this moment happened. " Austin said

"Agreed" I said

After the long and dramatic day I was finally abel to leave. The song on the other hand went very well and it should be out soon.

I don't know if I should tell JC or not I hate lying even though I'm pretty good at it. I mean I did lie to my aunt and uncle for 2 years.

10 minutes later I was inside the O2l house sitting on the couch with JC.

"So how did the song go?" JC asked

"It went amazing actually it should be out soon" I replied with a smile

"I can't wait to hear your beautiful voice"

I just laughed a little about how stupid JC was acting. All mushy and stuff.

"So when is your due date?" JC asked referring to the baby

"2 months my baby girl will be here" I said excited while rubbing my stomach

"Well im going to treat this baby just like my own" JC said putting a hand in my stomach

Cameron's pov

Today is the first Magcon and its in Dallas Texas. I'm still not myself really but I am getting out more.

Still haven't gotten anything about Alyssa. Were she could be living at, I just think that shes so close that shes right under my nose.

I really hope she hasn't moved on but considering what I did to her she probably did. I also really hope she hasn't put the blade to her wrist anymore.

"Cameron your going to miss your plane if you don't hurry." my mom shouted

"I'm leaving now bye mom love you" I said walking out the door

"Bye sweetie love you to"

**SKIPPING PLANE RIDE**

I finally landed in Dallas Texas and was now getting in the limo with the rest of the guys. And believe me it was crazy. I sware Taylor has the loudest mouth ever.

We finally got to the hotel and got our rooms. I was rooming with Nash and Taylor. This should be interesting because you have like the 3 craziest guys out of the group all in one room.

"So Cameron how have you been" Taylor asked

"Pretty good still haven't found her yet" I said pretty much all of the guys know about me and Lis just not the whole story.

"You'll find her man don't worry and we'll all help." Taylor said patting my back

I nodded not wanting to talk about it anymore. It was a touchy subject why does this stuff always happen to me. I always lose someone who comes into my life that I truly love.

Really for the rest of the night all we did was smack cam each other. When all of a sudden my phone starts to ring. I immediately pick it up. But it wasn't Lis it was Emily.

C~ Hello?

E~ Cameron oh my god your not going to believe this

C~ Emily what is it

E~ Lis she.. she texted me

C~ Your serious what did she. Did she say were she was EMILY

E~ Calm down she said that she's doing ok and not to tell you that she contacted me, and Cameron

C~ What

E~ she has a boyfriend

C~ what

E~ I'm sorry but she didn't tell me were she is I'm so sorry again I have to go call me if you need anything bye

I didn't say bye I was speechless heartbroken angry sad. All the depressing emotions you could think of I'm feeling right now.

"Cameron man why are you crying" Nash asked coming over to me

"Emily ca..called and sai..dd Li.ss texted her and sh..she has a boyfriend" I said letting all the tears out. I really hate crying but when you lose someone that you truly care about.

**Author's Note**

this chapter I think is probably the worst and it totally doesn't make sence I'm srry I'm getting worst and worst at this but the big part is coming up soon. so guys we made it to 2k thx a million luv u so much thx again for the reads tell ur friends vote comment, and lastly u can follow me on my social media's

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