Behind the Bracelets (Cameron Dallas/ JC Caylen FanFic)**EDITING**

~Chapter 1~

~Edited~

Pretty Pretty please don't you ever ever feel like your less than fucking perfect.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off to the song perfect by P!nk.

I groaned knowing I had to go to school, but then I realized that it was Friday.

Let me tell you a little about myself so you know why I'm so happy it's Friday.

First off my name is Alyssa Page. I'm 16 my parents are separated and I live with my aunt and uncle in California. I don't have any friends unless my music counts. I get bullied at school badly, and I have no idea why I did nothing to them. My theory on why they hate me is because I'm not like them. I don't have fake bleach blonde hair, I don't ware mini skirts tight tops, or 6 inch high heels. Nope I ware random t-shirts skinny jeans and my Converse or vans. That's me. But the bad thing about this whole thing is that my aunt and uncle have no idea what I go through everyday and what I do. I put on a fake smile everyday just hoping that maybe this day will be different but It never is.

After about just 10 minutes of me laying in my bed I finally got up to get ready to go to school. I mean hell. I walked to my closet and picked out a Sleeping with the Sirens shirt black skinny jeans and my black vans. After I got dressed I went to my bathroom to do my hair and makeup. I first straightened my hair as I do every morning. After that time for my makeup. I don't really like makeup so I just put a little on some cover up for some of my pimples then a thin line of eye liner, and finish it off with some mascara. I just looked at myself in the mirror knowing that I will never be pretty I will never be skinny I will never be the girl society wants. I look at myself in disappointment. Wondering why god has made my life a living hell. And why I can't escape?

"Lys you up and ready, breakfast is done" my aunt Tracy shouted from the kitchen

"Ya be down in a sec" I shouted before I went downstairs I grabbed my bracelets off my night stand. 4 on each wrist.

"Here's your breakfast sunshine" my aunt said handing me my toast

"Thanks Tracy"

"Hey can you do me a favor before you leave?"

"Yup what you need?"

"Can you go wake Hayden up and tell her to come get breakfast before she has to go to preschool"

"Ya sure thing. Do you want me to wake Connor to?"

"No uncle Dave took him to work today"

"Oh ok then" I said before I rushed up the steps to Hayden's room

Hayden is my little cousin she is 5 with and attitude of a teen. But we love her to death. Connor is also my cousin Hayden's older brother he is 8 and a total boy( he still thinks girls have cooties) but that's our Connor and we love him to.

"Hey sleepy head" I said sitting down on the edge of Hayden's bed

"Hi Alyssa" she said yawning.

"It's time to get up momma made you breakfast"

"Yay" she shouted and ran out of her room and down to the kitchen I followed slowly behind.

"Hey Hayden I have to go to school give me a good bye hug and kiss."

She came over and jumped in my arms I picked her and spun her around making us both laugh I gave her peck on the lips and said bye.

"Bye Alyssa see you at 3"

"Bye Hayden see you then"

Now I was walking to school. I wouldn't be walking if it wasn't for the assholes that go to my school. Last week they did something to my car and it wouldn't run so it's at the shop getting fixed. As I was walking I put in my head phones to listen to some P!nk. I love her songs so much they just have so much power and meaning behind them especially my favorite song Perfect. I listened to about 5 different songs before I got to the school yard.