Roommates // shawn mendes x reader

❝ break up ❞

Y/N's POV:

We got in my house.

Once he closed the door, he slammed me with force on it.

Y/n: Ouch!

He didn't say anything.
He just started kissing my neck.

His hands were squeezing my butt making me feel kinda uncomfortable.

C: Where's your bedroom baby?

He looked at me with lust.

Y/n: Upstairs.

C: Let's go!

Y/n: Chris!

C: What?

Y/n: I don't wanna do this now.

C: Then why did we come here?

Y/n: What is that supposed to mean?

C: Come on Y/n! We're together for so many months! You don't really want to sit again and talk about random shit! We have to do this one day! Why are we delaying it so much?

He stroke my sensitive area.

Y/n: Wait a minute!

I said and moved his hand away.

Y/n: If I don't feel like it, you can't make me do it! If i say no, there's no consent!

C: Don't you love me?

Y/n: I do.

C: Why don't you show it? You can't kiss me like there's no tomorrow but denying to have sex with me! It's nonsense!

Y/n: Maybe I don't want anything sexual with you yet!

C: You fucking moaned while we were kissing passionately! If that's not sexual then what is it?

Y/n: It's not the same thing!

C: Why are you like this now? Don't you want me to be the one to take your virginity?

Y/n: I don't want to do anything like this now! Can we stop talking about it?

C: No y/n! You gotta make your mind up!

Y/n: I don't feel like doing anything like this now!

C: It's not just NOW! You never want it!

Y/n: When I'm ready we can do it!

C: I'm tired of waiting for you to catch feelings for me! You just want me to have a taste of what it's like to be in relationship! Go with your Shawnie boy!

Y/n: Oh do me favor!

C: We're fucking done!

Y/n: I don't give a fuck about a man who wants a girl just for sex! Go find someone else to please you!