Y/n just moved to Toronto with her friend to study at the UOFT (University of Toronto).
After some time her friend needs to leave the city and go back to her hometown.
Y/n searches for a new roommate until one day someone resolves to live with her...
I heard the door of my room opening. I was turned to the oppsite side of the door but I was sure it was Shawn. I heard his footsteps and I felt him approaching me. His hand stroked my hair as he sat on my bed. Mascara tears where still falling down my cheeks. I was such a mess.
Shawn dragged my arm so that I can face him. I was staring at the ceiling. He placed his hand on my cheek and slapped me. More tears started coming out of my eyes. I looked up at him. He stroked my cheek and came close to my face.
Our eyes locked and my heart started pounding.
S: Sorry y/n
he whispered
S: I'm trying to get you out of my mind but it's kind of impossible
He came closer and kissed me back. Our lips were moving in sync. His middle finger was lifting my chin and his other hand was behind my head pushing me closer to him.
We broke the kiss for a second and he climped on me. His body was now laying on mine and we continued kissing.
After a couple of minutes we started making out. (a/n: i dont feel like writing a smut right now sorry).It was my first time but it felt good. When we finished I fell asleep on Shawn's chest.
I WOKE UP!
"It was all a dream" I thought
It was about 12pm. I got up and checked myself in the mirror to see an actual mess. Spilled vodka all over my clothes, stained mascara on my cheeks. I got in the bathroom and fixed myself.
Shawn wasn't there. I checked my phone and I had 3 missed calls; 1 from Shawn and to 2 from unknown.
My phone rung and the unknown number appeared on my screen.
Y/N: Hello?
A: Hey y/n, it's me, Anastasia.
I didn't say anything because I wasn't sure if I should blame her or just forget it
A: Look, Shawn called me today and told me what I did. Literally, I was just drunk and not meant to do something like this to you. I can get your clothes to the dry cleaner.
Y/N: It's alright. You don't have to do anything
A: But I feel the need to do it. Just tell me where you live.
My eyes widened at her words. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY?
y/n: I can't hear you clearly Ana, there's no signal
I ended the called and sighed.
The front door opened and Shawn walked in. He closed the door and he stood in front of it staring at me. He rested his head back on the door, still looking at me, with his hands placed in the pockets of his black skinny jeans.
I crossed my arms and waited for him to say something.
S: I'm sorry y/n, I treated you like trash yesterday. I got... mad when you started saying that me and you live together a-
Y/n: Shawn! We can't live like this.
S: What do you mean "like this"?
Y/n: With Ana not knowing the truth
S: She'll get jealous if she learns.
I rolled my eyes and made a step to leave but Shawn ran towards me and grabbed my hands. My hands were in his and it warmed my heart.
He looked me intensely in the eyes and spoke:
S: Please don't say anything. If you can't live this way I can simply leave
Y/n: NO!
i said abruptly
Shawn chuckled
S: Okay then, you better keep your mouth shut
He pinched my cheek and walked upstairs
My cheeks flushed. Then I recalled the fact that Ana wants to come over.
I went to Shawn's room without asking and to be honest I didn't regret it
Shawn was shirtless. I bit my bottom lip as I couldn't take my eyes off of his perfectly shaped body
S: I'm glad you didn't ask to come in this time
I smiled softly and Shawn smirked as usual
Y/n: Well, Ana wants to get my clothes to the dry cleaner
S: Um... I'll bring them to her. We're supposedly meeting each other now and you give them to me because I am going to meet her.
Y/n: Sounds good
S: It is good, mrs y/l/n (a/n: your last name)
Y/n: If you say so...
I was about to leave when Shawn called me
S: Aye y/n!
I turned my head
S: Your pants are stained with something red
He chuckled
Y/n: YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME! HOLY SHIT!
i instantly ran to my room to see that I was actually stained in the back of my pants and guess what; PERIOD.
Fuck! It came 10 days earlier!
After a couple of minutes Shawn knocked on my door and then came in.
He saw me sitting curled up in front of the footboard of my bed with my face hidden in between my knees.
Y/N: Why are you knocking on the door if you're supposed to come in anyway?
I remained in the same position
S: Come on y/n, you don't have to feel embarassed or anything
Y/N: DO YOU REALIZE WHAT JUST HAPPENED? UGH
S: Come on...
He sat right next to me and placed his arm around my neck pulling me close to his face so that he can kiss the top of my head.
I lifted my head up and Shawn placed some loose hairs behind my ears and looked at me smiling. I couldn't help but smile back at him...
GOD, WHY CAN'T HE LOVE ME BACK?
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a/n: I HAVE THOUGHT THE WHOLE PLOT OF THIS STORY AND I'M SURE YOU'LL LIKE IT!!!! :D
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