Undercover ➳ Pesy

chapter 11 ➳ girlfriend

💕{listen to the song when they start singing, but imagine it as a cover by all girls instead of just Perrie}💕

"I'm sorry guys." I said quickly and followed her out the door. Stepping into the cool breeze, the tears poured down my face. I couldn't stop them either. I searched for a blonde head of hair and when I didn't find one, I sat down. The bench under me was freezing, and it reminded me of how people used to treat me. I guess that's how I was treating everyone now, I'm a cold hearted bitch. I regretted everything I said about her, I didn't mean to. She probably won't ever talk to me again. I've helplessly fallen in love her and there's nothing I can do about it.

My eyes drifted around one last time, but still nothing. I closed my eyes and took a shaky breath. Although I was looking for Perrie, she found me before I could find her. I lifted my eyes to meet hers when I felt a tiny hand grab mine. "I'm s-s-sorry Perrie." I choked, unable to look her in the eyes anymore. She lifted my chin and made me look her in the eyes. "It's okay babe." She smiled, but her smile quickly faltered when I frowned again.

"No it's not. You were probably so uncomfortable and I think Jade is mad at me. Truth is I'm bisexual and I like you, but you probably hate me now. I'm sorry Perrie. You're probably not even bisexual.. are you?" "No." My heart dropped to the floor and shattered. "I'm sorry that was rude to ask." I muttered and stood up. As I went to walk inside, I felt a small tug on the back of my shirt. Her eyes looked up at me, begging me to sit back down. I sat and sighed, playing with the ends of my sweater.

"It's okay Jesy. I promise you really are, I'm not uncomfortable at all. And no I'm not bisexual." I mentally rolled my eyes, okay that's enough Perrie. "I'm a lesbian." She might think I was too hopeful, but I'm falling for her more every second. "And Jessica Louise Nelson you don't understand how much I fucking love you." She said, resting her forehead against mine.

My eyes tracked themselves down to her pink, kissable lips. "Dammit Perrie kiss me already." She leaned forward instantly and smashed our lips together. Fireworks went off like the Fourth of July, and I was giddy inside. We stayed together until we separated for air. Once the kiss was over, I smiled and her face mirrored mine. She laid her head on my lap and my fingers tangled themselves in her blonde waves.

"You know Perrie, it's only been a little while, but I'm absolutely head over heels for you." She smiled, looking up at me. "This might be a little too early, but will you be my girlfriend?" All functions in my body stopped at that very moment, let's play a little game on her. "W-what did you just say?". She kinda looked upset, "Would you like to be my girlfriend?" She asked a little more hopeful. "No." "Oh." "I'd freaking love too!" I kissed her sweetly once again, before she sat up and laced our hands together.

She kissed my forehead and we started walking back inside. It must've been forever that we stayed outside. "Perrie?" I asked before we opened the door to go inside. She looked at me, giving all her attention. "I heard when you asked me to be your girlfriend, I just wanted to hear it come from your lips again!" I giggled and she smiled goofily. "You cheeky little shit." Letting me walk in first, "But I'm your cheeky little shit." I kissed her lips before we turned the corner and went back to our friends' table.

Everyone looked nervous and panicky, until Jades eye caught us. "They're back!" She cheered and everyone else shot up right and smiled. "Girls the waitress came back and apologized, in her words, she felt 'intimidated and disowned'. Whatever that means." Harry chuckled. Liam sat up so that we could sit back down, and Perrie scooted closer to me.

She hid our hands under the table and then put her face by my head. "Do you want them to know yet?" She whispered in my ear before turning her attention to everyone else, trying not to seem sketchy. My thumb rubbed over her palm in circles, trying to tell her that it's okay. Her ocean eyes met mine and she slipped me a small smile. I got lost in her eyes before someone snapped me out of my trance. "So what do you think Jess?" "H-huh.. what Lou?" "What do you think of taking the girls down to the lake this weekend?" I nodded, "Sure, if they want too."