Maybe It's Fate: SwanQueen One-Shots

Goodnight

an: i've thought about making this a full fic... tell me if you want that? also, Regina's g!p again and this will also be kinda short since it's just a drabble of the fic. let me know what you think.
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i wiped the tears from my eyes as i got up. i was in labor. i had put this off long enough. i went to my foster mother Ingrid's room and sniffled. "Emma? what is it?" she asked as she looked at me. my breathing hitched. "i'm in labor." i said sadly. she immediately got up and started rushing around. "alright baby girl it's time." she said and kissed my forehead. most people would normally be excited or happy that they're in labor... but most people get to keep their babies after they have them. i have to give mine up. i can't have a baby when i'm only 17. i'm not ready to be a mom. and my ex sure didn't want to be a dad. i wiped my tears and walked downstairs with Ingrid. this is what's best for the baby. it deserves better than me.

i laid in the hospital bed with tears on my cheeks. i didn't want to give up my baby. but it'll have a great life. the woman who's adopting it can surely give it a better life than me. i can't give it anything. i'm alone. i can't give a child a good life. i groaned loudly as i felt another contraction. more tears rolled down my cheeks as i realized this would all end soon. i'd never get to see my baby grow up. or even get to see their first steps.

i screamed loudly as i pushed. this was the worst pain of my life. "you're doing great emma. one more push." the doctor said and i cried loudly as i pushed one last time. then i heard a loud cry and i fell back against the bed panting. "you did amazing emma. he's perfect." the doctor said and i nodded as i watched a nurse take him over to clean him up. i have a son... and i don't even get to love him.

i stared out the window, tears on my cheeks. ingrid was standing beside me, holding my hand. "it's okay love. he'll have a great life." she said and i nodded. the nurse walked over holding him and smiled. "would you like to hold your son?" she asked softly. i bit my lip and ingrid squeezed my hand. "you don't have to." ingrid said quietly and i shook my head. "yes. i'd love to.." i mumbled and dropped her hand. i gently took him from the nurse and more tears rolled down my cheeks as i looked down at him. "hi... i'm your momma... a-and.. i'm doing this for you... you'll have a great life, sweet boy." i said quietly and kissed his head as i cried silently. the nurse gently took him and i cried harder. this is what's best for him.

Now it's time to say good night
Good night, sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night, sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me (Dream sweet)
Dream sweet dreams for you

Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Good night, sleep tight
Now the moon begins to shine
Good night, sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me (Dream sweet)
Dream sweet dreams for you

Mmmmmm
Mmmmmm
Mmmmmmmmmm

Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Good night, sleep tight
Now the sun turns out his light
Good night, sleep tight
Dream sweet dreams for me (Dream sweet)
Dream sweet dreams for you

Good night, good night, everybody
Everybody everywhere
Good night