Offred

The Ceremony

- You already know what will happen. No clothes will be taken off. I will be holding her wrists and you can continue.

Fred was looking over the window. He seemed distracted. What was about to happen was going to be with a high emotional intensity.

Offred was waiting in her room. She had taken a bath, worn her clothes and was now waiting to receive the call. She perfectly knew what was going to happen. The Aunts had explained everything to them in detail. How did Fred become a part of all this? Was it really just because to save her? Or had he always been a part of their plans? All these questions were tormenting her. She hadn't been very lucid lately, so her mind was playing her now. Her thoughts got interrupted by a knock on the door that indicated it was time.
It was time to go to her master.

Offred arrived in the living room for the ritual before the ceremony. She couldn't look at Fred. She kneeled in front of them, while Fred took the Holy Bible in his hands and read some phrases. After that, she and Serena went into their bedroom. It all looked so dark in there. Serena sat on the bed now waiting for her to lay down. She was hesitating at first, then they heard the door open. Fred got in.

- We're ready. Offred was about to lay down.

Offred looked at her and then layed in between her legs. She put her dress up her knees and waited there. Her eyes had filled with tears. She missed Fred so much but she had never imagined their reunion would be like this. It wasn't even to be called a reunion. Fred was feeling so anxious. Serena was menacing him with her look. This was humiliating for both of them, but he had no other choice. As he got close, Serena grabbed Offred's wrists. Fred was standing in front of her. She had turned her head to the side, trying to avoid any eye contact with him. She looked like she was about to burst into tears. He could tell her breathing was becoming faster and faster. Oh how he wished it was only the two of them in that room, making love to each other, curing each other's pain. That's what he started imagining as he unzipped his pants. He immediately thrust himself inside her. Offred couldn't make a sound. Serena was looking sideways while Offred was now looking at the ceiling. She wanted to cry. Fred was her man, the love of her life, but having to do this in front of another woman who was now his wife and in those circumstances, it was humiliating. Fred closed his eyes moaning while Offred felt his hot cum hit the walls of her vagina. He wanted to kiss her. As he opened his eyes, a tear fell on his face. He immediately turned around and grabbed a cloth to clean himself. Only when Serena let go of her wrists she understood how strong she had been holding them.

- Get out now, Offred.

She closed her eyes and tears streamed down her face. Fred turned around to look at Serena angrily.

- Don't you talk to her like that!
- My dear, I don't think you should be making any further comments. Offred, please return to your room.

She got up and left the room in a second. She didn't even look at Fred. He was feeling so bad.

- Next time try to control your emotions.

Serena went in the bathroom, leaving him there full of anger and despair. He covered his face with his hands, trying to hold himself together and not to cry. But it was so hard..

Offred ran in her room, closed the door and fell on the floor crying. This was too much for her. That woman was enjoying every single second of her pain. And she was feeling so powerless. She had to at least talk with Fred. His words maybe were going to give her some strength. They had to get out of that hell. But how? That was only the beginning.