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chapter 4

Today was the day. I finally get to marry Yuri! I have dreamed of this day since back when I first met him. He was so shy and embarrassed back then. It is not like he changed all that much though.

As I daydreamed about the past, I got ready for my big day. I had to look absolutely my best. Only the best for my Yuri. That was why I decided to go with a white tux. It really brought out my features and skin tone. Yuri simply went with a black one. He wanted to be more "traditional" as he called it. Either way he will look absolutely dashing in it. I finished putting my outfit together and went to greet the guests. The wedding was about to start.

I stood at the alter in my white tux waiting for my beautiful soon to be husband. It was almost time to finally get married and I was more than just a little nervous. This is going to be the best day in my whole life. I would literally gibe up everything if it meant I could be with Yuri. Luckily for me I didn't have to but still I would. Yuri is just that precious to me.

As I was starting to fidget, the music began to play and people stood up. Everyone was looking at the front doors. We waited and waited and waited but no one came through the doors. People began to look around confused. Some even began to say that Yuri decided to back out. I know Yuri though; he would never just leave me here all alone. Or would he?

Oh no! Oh no! No! This can't be happening! He would never leave me. He loves me but maybe not. You wouldn't just leave a person you loved at the alter. What is happening? I just need to calm down. He is just a little late getting ready is all. Yeah that's what happened.

"Everyone, it seems that Yuri is running a little late so please take a seat. I am sure he will be here soon and we can continue the sermony." Everyone began to relax and have conversations of their own.

Five minutes turned to ten turned to twenty turned to an hour. By now everyone was just feeling pity. Then someone suggested that a person go check on Yuri.

"That is a great idea, I will go do it!" Phichit anounched and ran off to Yuri's room. Another ten minutes later he came back with a worried look on his face. "Sorry, Victor, but no one answered the door. I don't think he is in there. I think he left."

Those words crushed me. They uteraly ruined everything in my universe. How could Yuri do this to me? What changed? Before I even knew it I was uncontrollably sobbing. No one knew what to do and they all awkwardly left the room, leaving me alone. That was the last thing I wanted. As the last person left, Yurio walked up to me.

"Dammit Victor! I told you this would happen!!" Yurio yelled at me in frustration.

"I really don't need this right now." I said each word with emphasis.

He suddenly softened, "I know but I warned you about him and I'm just so angry. When I get my hands on Yuri, I'll make him wish-"

"Please stop. This is not helping." I looked him in the eyes,"I just want to be alone at the moment please."

Yurio gave a thin smile and clenched his fists,"Fine. I'll just go." With that he stomped off.

Sorry Yurio but I just can't handle you at the moment. I know you mean well.

I broke down into another sobbing spell. My eyes were puffy and red from me rubbing at them and I had snot running down my face. All in all, I was a complete mess. After a while I decided that I would go back to my hotel room. Slowly I got up and made my way to the luxury suite that I had gotten for us. Now it is just going to be lonely and a reminder of what didn't happen.

I got to the door and knocked, just to be sure he really wasn't in there. I knocked again, waited a minute, and then proceeded to go inside. It was pitch black inside. All the lights we're off and the curtains were drawn.

"Yu-Yuri?" I called out," are you in here?" I felt around for the switch. Once I found it, I quickly flipped it and looked around the room.

My heart exploded at what was in front of me. It was my beloved Yuri! I let out the most inhumane shriek ever made. There lying on the floor soaked in his own blood was my Yuri.

I ran to him and fell to my knees. How could this be happening? "Yuri! Yuri! Wake up! Please!" I cradled him close to me. His face was a deathly pale and he wasn't responsive. "No! Please, Yuri! You can't die. Not you... Please." I broke down. I need to call the police. I need to get him help. I quickly ran to the phone and called an ambivalence.

When they arrived fifteen minutes later, they told me that he had already been dead for over an hour. There was nothing that anyone could have done to save him. Knowing that just makes me feel worse. If I had just been a man and came up here after everyone left he would be alive. Hell if I had come up here instead of Phichit he would still be alive. But no, that's not how it works in this cruel world. Yuri spent his last moments alone while I was self pitying myself thinking he had abandoned me. It's ironic that in the end I was the one who abandoned him. This time I will not abandon him, I will get revenge.

My Yuri was stabbed in the back and whoever did it just left him on the floor to die. One thing is for certain, I'm going to find his killer and put them through hell. They will know the pain I am in right now and they will beg for mercy that I will not give.

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I know I killed off Yuri but it's for the good of the story I promise. As always do not forget to vote and comment. 😄