I Couldn't Protect Her

What A Night

Today was supposed to be Allen and Ashlyn's 5 year anniversary but he had to go and cheat on her. She hated that jackass for what he did, but hell she won't deny that there was a time she had loved him, more than her own life.

She had gone out drinking, thanking god Finn had gone to visit some family in Ireland. She didn't want him see her like this. She was wasted, she couldn't even walk properly. She walked up to her front door and then smiled widely and spun on her heels and walked across to the other house, and knocked loudly

It was 1 in the morning, so Dean was pretty iffy when there was knocking at his door, hell burglars won't knock, he got up, in his gym shorts, put on his slippers, he didn't do cold feet, ever.

He walked down the steps, yawning as he pulled open the door to reveal Ashlyn's smiling face. She looked spaced out.

"Ashlyn," he said, looking at her as her smile dropped and she walked into his house

"You're a horrible person," she told him, slurring and his jaw dropped

"A horrible person, who thinks he can walk around in just a pair of gym shorts, with all your muscles and the blue eyes and that smile. You're way too fucking hot." She told him

"IT'S A CRIME!" she yelled and Dean smiled, folding his arms with a lip bite and she turned to him and her eyes darkened

"Don't do that." She warned and he looked at her

"Don't do what?" He asked, continuing to bite his lip

She was up on him in a flash, taking his bottom lip into her mouth and sucking it, he groaned as he tasted the vodka on her lips

"Don't bite that lip," she said, pulling away

"Can I stay here tonight? Really don't wanna go back to that big, empty house." She said and Dean didn't have to think as he nodded and led her to his bedroom

He lay down, watching as she stripped her jeans and top and crawled into bed in her red laced underwear set

"You don't mind do you?" She purred and he quickly shook his head, no, fuck no he didn't mind one bit

She crawled up to him and brushed up to him, leaning over him and kissing him, he moaned and began rubbing her thigh as he kissed her, just when she was about to hook his briefs, he stopped her

"No wait, Ash," he said, putting his hands on her shoulders and pushing her back

"Why?" She asked, tears in her eyes

"Don't you want me?" She asked in a shy voice and Dean shook his head

"No baby, I want you so bad, you don't even know. But I don't want to do it like this. Don't want it to be while you're drunk. I don't want to take advantage of you." He said and Ashlyn smiled and pecked his lips and decided to cuddle on his chest instead and he happily wrapped his arms around her and they fell asleep

Next morning, Ashlyn woke up to a light breath on her face and she looked up and saw Dean's face and panicked, then realized she was in her underwear but she didn't feel anyhow meaning they didn't sleep together

She got up, put on her clothes, brewed a pot of coffee for Dean and then left a note on his fridge and went back to her own house, even though she couldn't remember everything, she remembered how his hands felt, how his fingers felt on her skin, how close he was to her and she shook her head, damn, she needed a hot bath. Dean, meanwhile was in the kitchen, disappointed to see that Ashlyn had left but he understood why, he didn't know what he was feeling, he couldn't even imagine what she was going through. He sighed and put down the coffee cup and got ready for work