me: "iM goinG to uPdatE a lOt"
also me: doesn't update more than once.
I'm so sorry guy! but i have this one and another planned :)
This is based off the song in the dark by Camilla Cabello. it's a really good song.
Jacks POV
I know that you feel me you're
Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'
Making the rounds with all your fake friends
Runnin', runnin' away from it
You can strip down without showing skin
i walk into my apartment, trying to get home. all I've got to say is guys suck.
i run to the elevator, bumping into Daniel Seavey, he gives me that famous smile. i smile back, to be nice. Daniel is one of the most famous guys out here, and me? im his fuck buddy...
"Hey Love where are you going" he asked.
"Well i mean my apartment" i said trailing off, isn't it obvious.
He chuckles, "oh yeah sorry" he looks down in embarrassment. i smile at his cute little self, but i can't get attached, he doesn't ever show you his true self.
"Hey how about you come to my apartment for a bit, just to hang out" i smirked.
"Oh uh i can't, i have to go meet some friends" he smiled.
i nodded, "oh, um okay, forget i asked, have a good time" i fake smiled.
he hugged me, kissed my cheek, then left. he's not actually hanging out with friends, they're publicly friends, he doesn't like them. I've heard him complain before.
I can see you're scared of your emotions
I can see you're hoping not hopeless
So why can't you show me? Why can't you show me?
it's the next morning and i wake up to knocking on my door. i get up out of bed slipping on sweatpants, leaving my chest exposed. i open the door to see Daniel, his eyes look red and puffy, like he'd just cried.
"oh, Daniel come inside" i opened my door wider for him to come in. he walked in, sat down on my couch.
"a-are you okay" i asked looking down at him.
he nodded his head, "yeah of course, i don't even know what emotions are, like fuck those things" he giggled at his own words.
i stood there not knowing what to do, what the hell do i say?
"listen, honestly you're a great guy jack, and you're great in bed but we can't do this, i can't do this. i don't want to just use you, im not that type of guy okay?" he said looking up at me.
i nodded my head, "why are you crying" i asked.
"it's none of your business okay" he said standing up and walking out.
I can see you're looking for distractions
I can see you're tired of the acting
So why can't you show me?
Who are you in the dark?
i walk down to the bar, tired of literally everything, i just need a drink that's all.
i walk into the bar just down the street from me and walk in. i order straight vodka, i don't need anything else right now.
i look over to my right and see Daniel all up on a guy. it hurts me to look at him doing that.
i down more of my drink, not wanting to be able to even see them of how blurry it'll be.
i see Daniel get off the random guy, sighing, he walks over to the restrooms near the bar, i see those tears again. why is he hiding himself. i walk into the restroom following him.
i walk in and he's facing the mirror, looking back at me. tears fall faster down his face. i rush over to him, soothing him, holding him, loving him.
"i can see you're tired of the acting" i said under my breath. he looked at me in the eyes and scoffs. "what the fuck did you say" he said. "im not acting" he said getting out of my grasp and walking out.
i sighed running my fingers through my curls, why does he do this? that's the only question i ever have anymore.
Who are you when it's 3 AM and you're all alone
And L.A. doesn't feel like home?
i sit up, hearing walking outside my door. i go to the peephole seeing Daniel pace back and forth. i check my watch, 3 AM. i sigh stepping out of my room.
"hey" i said softly. he looked up, "leave me alone please" he said.
i nodded, leaving him alone at 3 AM. feeling all alone in this big city called LA.
Darling, come on and let me in
Darling, all of the strangers are gone
They're gone
I said "Darling, come on and let me see"
Darling, I promise that I won't run
i walk to daniels door, knock on it and pull on my fingers nervously. please let me in please let me in, i thought.
he opened the door and looked at me. he looked around and let me in, "get comfortable if you want" he said closing the door and facing me. i sit on his couch, it's quite comfy. no one else is around, it's just us.
"why do you want" He asked sitting next to me. i grabbed his hand "darling come on and let me see" i said. he pulled his hands away like my hands were in flames. he shook his head, "what are you trying to say" he asked.
Who are you in the dark?
"Daniel Seavey who are you truly, show me your emotions, i won't run, I'll stay here with you, so please show me who you are in the dark" i said letting out a breath. he looked me in my eyes.
"okay, jack i fucking love you, i have even since i laid my eyes on you. you're beautiful, kind, funny, hot, literally everything i could imagine for a perfect person. i want us to get to know each other more, because i want you to be my boyfriend" he rambled all at once.
my eyes grew wide, "oh" is all i managed to get out.
he lifted my chin with his two fingers, looking me in his eyes.
"fine Daniel i like you too, like really really like you i can't hide these feelings anymore" i said.
he nodded and connected our lips, i melted to his touch. he pulled away, "jack, i will show you who i truly am, in the dark" he smiled.
this was so bad sorry. i think the next one will be better! im excited to write the next one, i May turn it into a book ;)
-dani💘
