okay so like this is kinda based off the song 3:15 by bazzi, not all of the song, just like some parts of it.
jonahs pov
laying next to you i've got a flight in the morning
i looked over at the clock, it was 2:56 am. i looked next to me, daniel later there peacefully sleeping.
i wanted it to be like this all the time, but i cant. i've got my singing career, i've got this fake girlfriend, which i'm tired of. i'm not straight, i'm not even bi, i'm gay and i want to be with daniel, and my daniel only.
got me questioning what i think is important.
i don't want to fake this anymore, i don't want to be unhappy. i want to tell the world i'm gay, and this "nobody" kid named daniel seavey is my boyfriend.
although he's a nobody to me, he's a nobody to management. they think if he's not famous, or a model, he's a nobody.
i felt him start to move next to me. i leaned over so my lips were close to his neck and i was cuddling him. i i kisses his neck repeatedly, "baby" i whispered. "hello jo" he said smiling.
we sat there clinging to each other. "please don't go" daniel said, voice breaking a bit. tears started to form in his eyes. "oh baby" i said sitting up, and pulling him into my lap, "you know i'd rather stay here then go," i paused and looked down at him, his blue eyes starring back into mine, preventing me to go. "but i have too, and i will tell everyone about us soon," i said.
he shook his head, "no, you can't, i don't want you to get in trouble." he said. "i don't give a fuck anymore, the world needs to know that Daniel James Seavey is mine" i said smiling down at him.
i looked over at the clock again, 3:16 am. "daniel i love you so fucking much," i said. "i love you so fucking much too," he said giggling. he leaned up and kissed me. i just held him, never wanting to let him go and leave him.
i cant even lie think of you when i'm with her
"daniel, you're always on my mind, even if i'm with tate, you're always on my mind," i said to him. "you're always on my mind too Jo, you're what gets me through the day," he paused and pushed my hair off my forehead, kissed my cheek, then looked me back in my eyes. "i love you for infinity," he said. "i love you way more than that," i said smiling.
drove two hours just to stay the night with you
*flashback*
i got off the flight and got into my car. i was going to see daniel, although i only have a day and a night with him. i drove two hours and parked in his driveway. i walked up to the front door and walked inside.
"hello?" i beard from the kitchen. "hi baby" i said. "jonah" i heard daniel yell from the kitchen. he threw himself into my arms. "hi baby" i said kissing his head, "i missed you," he said. "i missed you more," i told him. "impossible," he said under his breath.
haven't seen you in a year but i still get you
"it's been too long jo, you said you'd come back sooner," he said crying, never letting me go. i picked him up and went over to his couch. i sat down and placed him in my lap, cuddling him.
