Chapter 8.

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Loki's POV

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Loki's POV

I heard Cecelia's beautiful singing voice as I was about to pass by her room. I stood outside of her room and listened.

"They say I did something bad
But why's it feel so good?
Most fun I ever had
And I'd do it over and over and over again if I could
It just felt so good, good
I never trust a playboy
But they love me
So I fly him all around the world
And I let them think they saved me
They never see it comin'
What I do next
This is how the world works
You gotta leave before you get left I can feel the flames on my skin
He says, "Don't throw away a good thing"
But if he drops my name, then I owe him nothin'
And if he spends my change, then he had it comin'
They say I did something bad
Then why's it feel so good?
They say I did something bad
But why's it feel so good?
Most fun I ever had
And I'd do it over and over and over again if I could
It just felt so good, good it just felt so good
They're burning all the witches, even if you aren't one
They got their pitchforks and proof
Their receipts and reasons
They're burning all the witches, even if you aren't one
So light me up (light me up), light me up (light me up)
Light me up, go ahead and light me up (light me up)
Light me up (light me up), light me up (light me up)
Light me up (light me up), light me up (light me up)
They say I did something bad
Then why's it feel so good?
They say I did something bad
But why's it feel so good?
Most fun I ever had
And I'd do it over and over and over again if I could
It just felt so good, good
Oh, you say I did something bad
Then why's it feel so good, good?
So bad, why's it feel so good?
Why's it feel, why's it feel so good? (Bad)
It just felt so good, good"

Cecelia's POV

I heard someone walk into my room, and when I looked up, I realized that it was just Loki. "Did you hear?" I ask him, looking down in my lap, waiting for him to reply. "Yes, but I didn't hear all of it. You have a lovely voice, one that would envy the gods." He walks over and sits on the edge of my bed with me. "How are you feeling?"

I don't bother to look at him. "You didn't even visit me. I thought you hated me for the longest time. I mean, I have feelings for you, and when I needed you most, you weren't there. I was starved and restrained to a hospital bed." Loki was quiet through all of my rambling. "You want to know how I feel? I feel like a complete outcast, I feel like I'm alone in this world, and I feel like a monster."

"You are not a monster, Cecelia. You attacked, but you weren't in control. It wasn't you. You just needed to feed, and if it happens again, I would happily give you my blood." I looked into his eyes for the first time in a while. "I wanted to visit you, but I was told by everyone that I couldn't. I asked about your well-being every day. The times when I saw you, I wanted to help you, but I couldn't. I didn't want to have to be locked up again."

"I understand. I can be a bit dramatic sometimes." Loki looked into my eyes, and I felt very uncomfortable, so I looked back down in my lap. "I love you, Loki."

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