I'll Wait For You (Pat x Jen AU) {DISCONTINUED}

Goodbye

I know I said I would post two more chapters but I haven't really had the motivation to do so. Even if I did write those two chapters I wouldn't have been able to publish them because I've been in Mexico for the whole summer (instead of three weeks which is what I was told😑. Typical Mexican parents😞) with slow to no data. I'm sorry to disappoint you all but I honestly don't really like how I wrote this story. I feel like I could've added more to it and actually put a plot to it but I just wrote this in a rush since I really wanted to write a Pat and Jen fanfic when I was still a big fan. This caused me to get right into the story with no idea on where it would be going. Also, when I wrote this, I was still new to writing so this story isn't really my best work. Throughout writing this I read many other stories by amazing authors that used good grammar, spelling, and high vocabulary. I was able to improve my writing, I hope, and now that I look back at this story I'm really disappointed with the way it came out. I could've done better with how it was formatted and I could've added more detail and plot to this story but like I said, I'm not their fan anymore and writing the story with no interest in them doesn't feel right. I'm honestly surprised you guys voted and read this because I honesty don't like it. I know authors should take pride in their stories and all and I did. But that was a while ago. I know this is going to sound sad or something but from maybe around Chapter 11 up to where the story is now, I felt like I was writing the story more for your guys' liking rather than mine. A few months ago when I would be writing the chapters, I didn't have the energy to write them but I knew you guys would be waiting so I wrote them nonetheless. I know the A/N's on the other chapters make it seem like I was very enthusiastic about the book but that's because I would publish those chapters about a month or two after writing it and during those times, well, the enthusiasm would fade away. Now that I'm more "mature" I guess you can say (even though it's only been a year but a lot has happened) I've come to realize that I can't be forcing myself to write something I'm not interested or motivated to do. I hope you guys understand. At least I can use this story as a way to see what things I can fix with my writing and such. Like I said before, I'm going to be discontinuing this story because I honestly don't even know where it's going sadly. I'm happy but confused as to why you guys did decide to read this story. I'm sorry that the story finished like this and I'm sorry to leave you all here. I do have another story where I was able to improve my writing but it's a completely different fandom so I don't expect you guys to read which is fine. Well I guess this is a goodbye. Thank you for reading the story. Hope you all have a good day even after this.

Ba Bye Everybody