Everywhere I go,
people judge me.
Everything I do,
others want me not to.
Everywhere I go,
the society hinders me.
Everything I wanted to be,
People drag me away.
Drag me from my passion.
Eyes are useless when the mind is blind
I feel the pain.
I feel what others want me to.
Pain
Everyone shall know Pain.
Everyone shall hate.
Not that it's not human nature
But cause it is.
It's a feeling,
an emotion,
which drives you to hurt.
To make others feel your pain.
It makes you strong
but being wise is your choice.
***
I shall tell you openly
how I feel about everything.
But what if you don't,
if you refuse to do the same.
How do I understand.
I am concerned.
Concerned because I care.
Because my love cannot remain
Onesided.
What do I not tell you?
When can I listen to your stories?
Why am I cornered?
Why don't you feel my pain?
My pain of being left out.
***
Things I have felt,
made me stronger.
A level which I never knew existed.
I feel mature.
It's easier to let go
then to hold on.
What should I do?
Hold on?
Let go?
I don't know the conclusion
of continuing either.
***
My failure.
Drove me crazy.
I feel worthless.
Made me afraid of myself.
Why should I live?
I am a loser.
But since I am a loser already,
no harm in trying.
Trying different ways to live.
Why?
Cause I am a loser.
I
Hate
To
Lose.
I can finally listern to my gut.
There I find myself.
My failure becoming my success.
I found my own wings.
I feel love.
Love for myself.
***
YOU ARE READING
Live.
RandomFollowing Life in a Nutshell. No essay, no boring long paragraphs. Just writing what's at the top of my head and what might be at the back of yours.
