Lying

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Was I suppose to know everyone's problems?
Was I suppose to ask everyone their problems?
Am I always suppose to know what to do?
I got my problems too.

Once,
Just once,
When I do something for myself,
My curiosity,
You let our bond break?

I may lie to you even if u don't like it.
But you have my loyalty.
And if I lie to you,
It doesn't mean I am being disloyal,
It means I actually care about losing you.

I don't want to live in a sea of doubts.
If I lie ...later tell the truth because someone else messed shit up,
Doesn't mean I was never gonna tell you the truth.
This is because you have my loyalty.
But it's a two way street.

The least yet best thing I can do
right now is to say sorry.
Maybe, we could have ended our fights earlier.
And I was dumb enough to not take the hint.

Now I am just a lying piece of shit.
You hate me,I understand that.
But I do learn and grow.

Fights are important.

But if we can still start from square zero, we should.

I will keep all the things in mind.
I will change.
But don't leave me if we fight.
Cause, we both may miss out on something great.

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