Live.

Addicted.

Do we love things we are addicted to?
I am obsessed.
But certainly I am not in love.

Love is different.
Love is pure.
Love makes you feel different.
I maybe obsessed over you,
only because
I have no one else right now.

Obsession brought frustration.
Love brought peace.

I have so much love to give,
yet too scared to ask for myself.
I wish I were wicked;
Easy to give love when you don't have any?
Easy to accept love when you don't
need any?

Give me a sign.
I am waiting for you to accept it.
I don't wish to dwell forever.

I can only believe.
Believe that I am accepted.
Believe that I can feel the difference
Believe that I can love.
Believe that I can be loved.

I still hold the power to believe
I have hopes.
Not that I am anyone great
yet our bond is different from others.

I wish I was obsessed.
I could easily confess.

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I don't want anyone to be hurt.
I don't want the cycle of revenge to continue.
As long as revenge is termed as justice, cycle of hatred is continued.
Leave your obsession with revenge.

Take my hand.
Take my love.
But leave this path.
At the end,
it will only leave you with emptiness.

To save you from wrong paths,
I will always do my best.
I will never give up.

If I ever hurt you,
hate me, detest me.
Become strong.
Become someone who learnt from their mistakes.
Take advantage of your history.
But if you ever feel alone,
I am here for you
No matter what.

I am addicted to being good.
Addicted for your betterment.
Addicted to be acknowledged.
Even over the brim,
I will never be satisfied.

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Fate has bound me to this.
If this is my role,
I won't mess up.

I am obsessed with loving you.