Live.

Desperate

Too much to bear,don't I.
Thinking myself to be a fool
A pathetic loser,good for nothing

I have no strength,
but I want it all.
I have no knowledge,
but all I do is dream.
Nothing I can do,
but struggle in vain.
I hate myself.

I am empty
I am small
I hate myself.

If someone,
someone could help me.
End my misery
I just need one person to trust me.
One person to whom I can live my life and look forward to.

My heart is frozen,
I need someone to melt it.

Someone I can laugh with and talk about tomorrow.
Someone I can rely on because I am weak.

*****

You know what to do.
You know better than anyone else.
You just have to stop thinking of the past.
Think what you can do tomorrow.

How to cover up all the time you wasted.
Think about tomorrow.
Your present is a present.

Think about tomorrow,
Because you have a tomorrow.

I wish to protect what and who I love.
I care like any other human being.
I really do.
I need strength which I lack.
But maybe that's ok.
As long as I atleast have the willpower,
I know everything will be fine.

You are my saviour.
Allow me to be your's.
I love you because I want to.

I need you.
You complete me
Your voice
warms my heart.
Your eyes
they soften when you are kind.
Your skin
when I touch it,
it aches my heart a bit.
All this is because,
I love you.

I maybe weak and fragile too.
And maybe dense too.
But I know, if we rely on each other,
we can be great.
And there is no harm to rely on anyone.
Trust.
Trust me.
I need it as desperately as you do.

We are the same afterall.