Fucked up shit.
Why?
My life is fucked up.
I... I feel
Weird.
What is this feeling?
Feeling of regret?
Sadness?
Overjoy?
I must understand.
Understand myself.
Everything happens for a reason.
Some people disgust me.
Some I love.
Some I never want to let go of.
But...
People change so you can
Learn To Let Go.
Granted things.
Keep going on and on.
But...
When things go wrong ,
that's when you appreciate
Them When They Were Right.
Masked People around me,
Fooling me with lies.
But...
Yet Learning to believe in lies,
so eventually I lose
Trust
Faith
In everyone.
I must choose to trust only
Myself.
Time is passing.
I am waiting for one perfect moment.
A Moment to prove myself.
But...
There is nothing like perfection.
So stop freaking waiting.
Time will never be 'just right'.
I am not afraid of future.
I am afraid of repeating the mistakes I committed in past.
So now,
How can you tell me to be myself,
When I myself don't know
how I am?
I have to live like this now?
Fuck this shit.
I can't.
I will live with this fear.
This fear leaves me two choices.
1.Run and leave everything.
2. Face it and rise.
If only I knew myself.
My choice shall tell me who I am.
Let good things fall apart now.
Better things will fall together later.
Y
ou never know the worth of a moment until it becomes a memory.
Time is the key.
You choose the lock.
YOU ARE READING
Live.
RandomFollowing Life in a Nutshell. No essay, no boring long paragraphs. Just writing what's at the top of my head and what might be at the back of yours.
