Abuse is the love I feed you ~ lotor x lance ~ altean au

~A normal day in the atlas~

warnings: allurance, slight angst. 

(lances pov)

nothing really exciting has been going on lately, just training and getting used to the new accommodations. 

me and allura have been getting on a lot more now, maybe she is accepting my love. probably not, she is most likely still in love with that prince lotion. but he's dead, right? we left him in the quintessence field, he's rather dead or driven absolutely mad to the point where he cant function.

but what about zarkon? he survived the quintessence.

nah, Lotor is dead, there is no way he can be alive, he would of come after us by now.

"lance." someone calls through my door.

"oh allura, what's up? want to talk?" I ask.

"yea actually, do you mind?" she asks to sit down next to me on my bed.

"sure. so what's up? is it to do with the garrison? or something more personal?" I try and guess what's on her mind.

"well I wanted to ask you something. about feelings, I thought you would know how to answer my questions." she explains.

"oh, well shoot. I'm not called lover boy lance for nothing!" I giddily reply.

"well... how do I say this? well I think I may have some feelings for someone, well two people." she confesses to me. so she has feeling for someone? I wonder who.

"can I ask who? I won't say anything I promise." I try coax her into telling me. I hope its me, but then who is the other person.

"well a while ago, I had a romantic encounter with... lotor. when we finished the ship, we had kissed and he had confessed to me. at the time it was mutual but then I found out he was lying my feelings had disappeared." she told me. well I cant say I didn't expect it, but I didn't realise it was mutual. "I also have some growing feelings for..." she hesitates.

"you can tell me allura, I wont be mad. I promise not to utter a word to this person." I finish my sentence. I just want her to tell me so that I can move on.

"you." she blurts out after some thought.

wait, did I just hear that correctly, she likes... me!

"allura, I... I don't know what to say?" I stutter out.

"I'm sorry lance, I should of known you were joking with the flirting." she starts to get up. I push her back down and sit in front of her .

"no! allura that's not it! I was never joking, I just never thought that you would love me back." I confess.

I lean up to her and she leans down, but as soon as we were getting close, someone screams down the coms.

"PRINCESS AND PALADINS COME TO MAIN CONTROL ROOM IMEDIATLY!! SOMEONE IS TRYING TO CONTACT US!" the voice screeches, I can make out that the panicked voice belongs to my sister.

"looks like duty calls princess!" I get up and hold my hand out to assist her. she gently takes it and we rush to the control room hand in hand.

we were the last to arrive, meaning that the call had already been answered and everyone was surrounding the lit up screen with a face that could haunt my dreams.

"ahhh, so you have moved on from me princess?" the man in question purrs evilly as he smirks at us. "and you chose the seventh wheel as my replacement? well, its not like he isn't used to it. isn't that right lance?" the man questions me. I finally figure out who it was, white shining hair that flows to his lower back, purple velvety skin that could make even the most beautiful models jealous, and finally his yellow eyes with an unnatural hue of purple coming from his irises.  

"lotor." 

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that was the first chapter of this Lancelot book!! so I actually ship Lancelot but I ship it in two different ways, the violent and dominating way, and a normal relationship. so I thought that I could write two different books with lotor x lance, but I wont write the second one until this one is finished. also klance will not happen in this only a little bit of allurance.

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