She Didn't Have Time

Chapter 3

(Demi's pov)
I can't believe that my baby girl took her first steps yesterday. It was the first time I smiled since Nick left us.

While I was about to get Leah up I heard a knock on the door so I quickly ran down the hall to see who it was.

"Hi babe; can we talk?" Nick asked with a serious look on his face.

"What the hell are you doing here ?" I yelled. My face twisted in frustration.

"Look Dems, I'm sorry for being an asshole. It took me a couple of drinks to admit it. That little girl we made together is a part of me and I love her. I'm sorry for what I said about leaving and I decided to come back and help." Nick explained. He seemed very serious.

"Nick , you left me because you didn't want to be with me anymore because you said quitting your job was the worst thing you've ever done and you cared more about money, than me and Leah." I snapped. As I was about close the door on him when he grabbed it.

"Demi, the job doesn't matter to me anymore. I have you and Leah. That's all I want, only you two not a stupid high paying job so please let us be the family we dreamt of since we were engaged." Nick said begging for forgiveness.

"I'm sorry Nick I can't." I replied trying to stay strong.

"Can I at least see Leah one last time ?" Nick asked desperately.

"Okay fine but be VERY quiet she's still sleeping." I replied as I let Nick in the house and followed me into the former room that we shared.

♤○♤○♤IN DEMI'S BEDROOM ○■●■○■○■○■○■○
"I never noticed how much of a good job we did, she's so beautiful." Nick whispered as he tried not to cry.

"If you stayed longer you could of seen her take her first steps but no you left." I replied as I walked out of the room as Nick followed.

♤○♤○♤○BACK INSIDE THE LIVING ROOM ♤○♤○♤\♤~♡
"I can't believe that I missed that. I was to busy having sex with a blond chick I met at a bar now I feel so fucking stupid." Nick said as he put his hands over his face.

"Its your fault, if you didn't leave like you did you could of stayed longer and be that beautiful family we dreamt about. but no that came crashing down when you stormed out of the house like you did." I replied with a serious look on my face.

"The things I did to make our family go down was me being a fucking idiot like coming home drunk and having sex behind your back and believe me I feel bad because the sex wasn't good as ours when we were in Paris on our honeymoon in our hotel suite.that was the best thing I've ever done in my life but when leah was born I wasn't ready to be a father and it didn't come to me until now." Nick explained as he started to cry.

"Now you talk about your problems why couldn't you do that two fucking years ago NICK! but no you just up and left like you didn't give a FUCK and now you come crawling back to me for forgiveness." I screamed as anger started to boil inside of me.

"Look since I left my mind has been going insane and my mind can't function without you can we please start over ?" Nick asked desperately on the floor as if he was praying.

"Nick look we had lots of good times together and had lots of affection for each other but I don't think I could go through the pain you did when you left because if I take you back you'll act the same way you did before so I'm sorry Nick I can't." I answered trying not cry.

"When I looked into your eyes they tell me I no longer have to feel alone when we were together and I just can't let go the love of my life and the love of my life is you." Nick replied as a tear fell down his face.