the girl I like or liked I'm pretty sure I'm not over her but anyway she is a theatre nerd and she was in outcast in our uniformed middle school she was different from the other people in my class and that was because she always looked angry and mean and I felt that she might be a good person at the time but oh was I wrong cuz she wasn't a good person she was a wonderful person who changed my life unlike my friends I walked up to her and talked to her and she didn't look as angry or mean she looked happy but that happiness was in her eyes her face was a straight face a plain face but I saw how happy she truly was and later on after we talked she opened up to me and told me the reason she always looked angry and mean was because she was scared to open up to people she had horrible anxiety and sometimes she would have a little panic attack and when she did I would be right there to hold her hand. I just wished that when she said she loved me that I had said I love you to but no I just laughed it off and said ok because I was scared to hurt her I was scared to say I love you and not only was I scared but I was nervous and awkward when she told me because in 8th grade I came out as bi and I have kissed a girl before but never dated one and if I could have dated any girl it would have been her. she will always be n my heart and forever in my mind.
(sorry if it sounds like shes dead but no she is more alive than my dead dwarf sunflowers in my window)
