bottom floor:grandma & great grandma
living room/kitchen floor:grandpa(idky)
upstairs:me,sisters,mom,cousin,aunt,aunt's boyfriend.
this means i can go nowhere and cry while looking out at the stars while charging my phone.
the other problem is i'm an insomniac and i want to cry and feel like i'm drowning and i strangely only feel comfort in the stars,water/ocean, and forest like areas. my phone died while i was telling my friend my problems(she deserves the world) her boyfriend or whatever is a dick. i'm hungry but cant cook cuz my grandpa is on the floor with the kitchen. i'm actually very cold right now yet everyone else has my blankets and pillows while i am in a corner charging my phone and being cold, outside is not much better even for summer the winds make it cold. oh yeah and while on the balcony i heard weird noises from the water and saw a UFO or a shooting star(meteor) for all u buzz kills. i want to go swimming right now even in my cold and depressed state. i am gonna probably stay up and not sleep until later. my heart says sleep but my head says stay awake. i might as well go to sleep since crying made me tired. my cousin has 3 or 4 blankets on/under him yet he is asleep and i'm cold welp imma die. nvm i cant sleep without a blanket and i cant sleep in the cold. good night/morning!!!!!
