if I had a girlfriend I would do everything in my power to protect her and make sure she is safe and I would never treat her like my father treats me, my sisters, and my mother.
if I had a boyfriend I would do everything in my power to protect him and make sure he is safe and I would never treat him like my father treats me, my sisters, and my mother.
I would protect any of my lovers and never play them like my father has done my mother and if my lover try's to treat me like my father does my mother I will not back down and stop giving a fuck like my mother I will fight back for what I want and for what I think is correct. even if I had children or a child with said person I don't deal with bullshit like that I don't fuck with that. other people might but not me, and if ik someone who is dealing with it I will help them fight against it cuz its not right. everyone's lover should be treasured and taken care of like a beautiful un-plucked flower in a garden. i messed up with people I have liked and people who liked me, and ik I shouldn't have messed up but I made a mistake. I am too young, we all are too young for love. in my opinion high school love is based on hormones and sexy appeal.my parents were like a high school fanfic and then my dad didn't want my mom after my older sister(or even before idk) and cheated on my mom when she was pregnant with me, then he cheated again when I was about six and my mom still has a small part of her that loves him but he keeps fucking up and its almost gone. my mom, I don't think she loves him I don't even think she really likes him. I wouldn't after he cheated on me and threatens my kids. unlike my father I don't take anything or anyone for granted. I cherish everything and love almost everyone. my father never learned from his fathers mistakes but I am and have. this broken family that looks like a dollhouse on the outside has taught me more about life and everything I need to know more than school.
