Its hard you know. I have messed up many friendships, been threatend, lied to, hurt, tired, angry, sad. But i think its just time to let it go. Take a nice shower, read a book, try to become a witch, get ready for school(school starts on September 4th for me), dont get into a relationship,dont fall in love, be like my older sister and avoid drama, dont make new friends, and remeber the good times even if they turned out bad.