i love you but i didnt want to end this friendship and ruin wht we already have i told you twice and i just keep thinking you were blowing it off and im not sure if its true but now you kep fucking withh me and its hurting me more than you think it is and idk what to do and u just got me so fucked up on the things you said the other night that i just dont know what to say anymore
_ what i want to say to him
