My Rebel With a Halo

Chapter 25

Justin's POV

My sleep was abruptly disturbed by the noise of something slamming onto the floor. Alarmed, my head shot up right from my pillow. I rubbed my eyes, restoring my sight, to find my laptop wide open on the floor. The screen had the video playing and the only thing I could make out were Caelyn's moans that I could hear from where I was sitting.

My eyes widened and my stomach dropped. A shaking Selena, with tears running down her cheeks, stared at me attentively.

Fuck.

I sat up and quickly put my boxers on before fully standing up. "Sel. I can explain." I said even though I had no clue what to say.

Selena only stood there quietly still shaking in her spot.

"I know this looks really fucking bad.." I continued, trying to find the right words. My mind was so lost and all over the place, that all I could do, was look at Selena, speechless.

Tears came coming down her cheeks, making my heart speed up. I couldn't take seeing her like this. I wanted to hold her in my arms and comfort her. "I'm so sorry." I whispered.

She still stood there paralyzed.

I slowly took a deep breath and started to make my way towards her.

"Don't. Fucking. Touch. Me." She managed to speak up through her shaking words and gritted teeth.

I stopped at my tracks, swallowing nervously. Everything suddenly became silent between us except for the video. All I heard was Caelyn yelling my name. I couldn't even look down at the laptop.

"WILL YOU TURN THE FUCKING VIDEO OFF?!" Selena yelled grabbing onto her head trying to block all the sound out.

Immediately, I leaned down closing the laptop and threw it onto my bed. Now it was completely silent.

Selena took her hands off her head and slowly put them down, not bothering to look at me. "How l-long ha-have you had this video?"

"Sel-"

"NO MORE FUCKING, 'ITS NOTHING BABE'." Selena's emotions, exploded out of her, "HOW LONG." She yelled at me.

"Si-Since we started going o-out." I stuttered.

Selena kept looking down away from me. I saw a few tears land on my floor. Guilt built up inside of me all the way up to my throat, to the point where breathing became a problem.

"I'm sorry." Was all I could manage to get out of me.

All of a sudden, I felt a brief wind as she speed walked past me to the bathroom where her leggings were, from when she took a shower.

"What are you doing?" I said confused. She ignored me and put them on as I watched.

"Sel!" I raised my voice trying to get her attention but it was as if she had blocked me out.

She then grabbed her phone and bag and headed quickly out the door. Alarmed, I chased right after her, as she sped down the stairs.

"SELENA!" I yelled after her, but she didn't even budge. I was getting so frustrated, I didn't know what the fuck to do.

She reached the bottom of the stairs and hurried down the hall. I quit walking and started running instead. I grabbed onto her hand and pulled her towards me. Her eyes widened as I turned her around and she bumped into me.

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO FUCKING TOUCH ME." She spazzed at my handing and went free from my grip. With both her hands, she hit my chest and pushed me away with all her strength.