Forevermore💗

Better Chance at Love

Lexi POV

I moaned a little loud as I felt kisses on my neck. I quickly took off my shirt, showing my blue bra. Jason took off his shirt. Man, he works out a lot! I kissed him and he rubbed my sides hard. I moaned more. My fingers were on his chest. We both stared at each other. I felt like....I might love him. But I'm not rushing to be in another relationship. We kissed and kissed passionately. I parted from him. We stared at each other for a moment. "You ok?" Jason said. I slowly nodded. I fixed my bra and brushed my hair back. "It's just....it's been a long while since I've been in a relationship." I told him. I got up from bed and looked at myself in the bathroom mirror. He crept up behind me and stroked a strand of my hair.
"I've been there Lexi. I seen how love hurts. I had a girlfriend who manipulative." He told me. My jaw dropped and I looked at him. "Manipulative?" I said.
He nodded. "She was. She was the kind of girl to use her body and money to get what she wants. She used her body on somebody else to make me jealous when she saw me talking to some girl but she was just my mom's friend's daughter." He said. Wow. She IS manipulative. I looked at him. "If you ask me she can be a stripper if she always use body and money." I joked. He chuckled and I laughed. He wrapped his hands around my waist. I smiled. "How about we go out today?" He asked. I looked at him. "Go out? Like an actual date?" I said. He smirked. "Maybe." He said. I giggled. "I guess we can go. But we're just giving it a try." I said. He nodded in understanding. "Guess I gotta prove myself." He said. I looked at him. "If it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out." I told him.

We got changed at my house for the date. He changed in the bathroom cause it feels awkward if we did it in the same place. I decided for us to head to Red Lobster's. Lizzy told me she enjoyed being there and no one was snapping photos and the food was delicious. I smiled to that as Jason drove us in his blue Ferrari. It looks really cool! He looked at me and smirked. "You a fan of cars?" He said. I scoffed. "Duh! I got a customized blue and purple Lamborghini!" I said. He chuckled. "Blue and purple?" He said. I looked at him. "Those are my colors. This blue Ferrari is so lit!" I told him. He smiled. "Thanks! Blue is my favorite color as well." He said. Damn, even his eyes are blue too. But a pretty shade of blue. I blushed a little. When we arrived, he opened the car door for me like a gentleman. I blushed. "Thank you." I said softly. He smiled and held my hand as we went inside. No one was here cause gladly I paid for the place to be empty. After we got our foods, I sighed. He looked at me. "You ok?" He said. I nodded looking away. He didn't believe me. "Ok. What's really wrong?" He said. I smiled sadly. "Why is love like a drug?" I asked. He scoffed. "It's just is. Once you're in love the drug's got to you. And can't get sober." He said. I put my head down. He stared at me. "But there's always a chance." He said. I just felt a bit hurt. I've given someone I loved lot of chances. I stabbed my fork into the lobster upsettingly. Jason huffed. "Lexi whats wrong? Its not ok to hide your feelings. It's unhealthy." He said. He's so right. I shouldn't bottle up my feelings. I looked at him. "They always ask for a second chance, third chance and fourth and always breaking them all. Why should there be a chance?! It's not like they can keep their promises!" I growled. He looked at me. I took a deep breath. I shouldn't had said all of that to him! "Oh my god. Jason I'm so sorry- I said but he cut me off. "No it's alright! I know how you feel Lexi. Please. Don't bottle up your feelings. It's ok to let them out." He said. I smiled a little. "Thanks." I said. He nodded and we went back to eating. "So how's Daniel?" He asked. Yes, I told Jason about Daniel. I'm surprised he didn't care he's from the future because he seen movies like that. I huffed. "He's great. He's kind of improving from his autism. But he's still autistic." I told him. He smiled. "That's amazing. You're a blessed woman to have a special kid." He said. I smiled and blushed. THAT is the most sweetest thing he ever said. "Thank you." I said almost teary. He chuckled and held my hand. He looked at me. "So we got to know each other the other day. Let's know more about each other." He said. Damn. Even though we got to know each other, he knows if we gon date we gotta know much more. My jaw dropped in surprise. I instantly smiled. "Ok!" I said. He smiled. "So I know you a vlogger and a model and actress. Why you wanted to be a model?" He said. I scoffed. "I've always wanted to since 4 years old. I wore a beautiful dress my grandma sowed for me and I was strutting around the house. Everybody laughed but clapped. That was the time I wanted to be a model." I said. He laughed. "Strutting around?" He said. I laughed. "I was 4!" I said. We kept laughing. I looked at him. "What do you wanna do?" I asked. He huffed. "I'm a actor. It's all I wanna do. I was in a movie before! It was my debut." He said. I smiled and clapped. "Congrats!" I said. He chuckled. "Thanks!" He said. I giggled. I cleared my throat. "I'm an actress because it's fun to act like somebody else for a day. And for a movie and show. Did you seen me on Baywatch?" I said. He chuckled and nodded. "You played a very....sexy lifeguard." He mumbled. I smirked. We both laughed. "What about your family?" I asked. He ate a piece of his food and looked at me. "I have one little sister named Summer. She's like my best friend and I do anything for her." He said. Awww! So sweet! "How old is she?" I said. He smiled. "She's 13." He said. I would love to meet her though. "I would like to meet her someday." I told him. He smiled dreamily at me. 'Damn those beautiful blue eyes.' I thought. "And you?" He said. "I only got one brother named Randi. Randi's the best too. Sometimes he can't be here cause he moved to Toronto, Canada." I told him. He looked at me."Didn't you lived in Stratford, Canada?" He said. I nodded. "Yup born and raised. Then Randi got a new job in Toronto so he moved. He's about 24." I said. His jaw dropped. "Whoa. How often he visit?" He said. "Around Christmas and thanksgiving plus he'd make a trip to come see me here. Last Christmas I was with him along with Daniel and Ronnie." I told him. He smiled. "My family lives here so we ride in a private jet home. I live in Atlanta." He said. My jaw dropped in shock. "Omg I was in Atlanta before for a photoshoot! It was so much fun! I could've bumped into you that day!" I said. He nodded. "Would've been together." He mumbled. I sighed and looked at him. Yeah, we would've been together. "Do you have any friends?" I asked. He nodded. "First they are my high school best friends. There's Kimberly, Matthew, Billy and Trini." He told me. I smiled. "That's awesome! Do they live here or they still in Atlanta?" I said. "They're here. They even got siblings who are friends with my sister." He said. Everything about him is so interesting and cool. He looked at me. "Um what about your parents? You didn't say anything about them." He asked. I smiled sadly. He squeezed my hand. "What's wrong?" He said. I shed a tear and sniffled. "My dad's good but my mom...she died in a car accident with my dad when I was 13. My aunt Pattie heard and told Lizzy. Everybody never even showed up to her funeral or her grave." I cried. He moved his chair next to me and rubbed my back. "Why? Why they didn't come?" He said. Tears formed in my eyes. "Because...because they thought my dad killed her on purpose!!!" I said. He held me tight as I cried on his shoulder. Yes, I knew what happened to my mom years ago. Everyone thought I never knew.
I was just at my friend's house for a sleepover til the accident came on the news. They said my dad survived but my mom died in the hospital. It's awful Lizzy thought I didn't know, not to mention everyone didn't came to her funeral or grave because they believed my own father would intentionally murder my mother. "I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I asked about them." He said. I looked at him with tears falling. "No Jason it's ok! We're knowing more about each other. Right?" I said. He slowly nodded. I wiped my tears with a napkin and took a deep breath. "September 7th was when she died. Lizzy always went to her grave every year. Me? I've went after Christmas with Randi. I couldn't bring Daniel cause he'd have a breakdown." I told him. He held both my hands and looked at me. "She is probably so proud of you. You got to do what you love and she watches it from above. And what that bastard guy took you through, you're not what you was with him. You're a strong, confident, smart and beautiful woman. Don't forget talented too. Lexi, I will not do what the last guy did to you. I want to give you the world. I wanna lift you up from the darkest days. And I know forever is a long time but Imma be there for you all the way. I feel it coming. I really do." He told me. I smiled. I felt tears coming back. "Jason I really appreciate all you will do for me. But I need to know if you're serious. Plus I need a man that can be apart of Daniel and Ronnie's lives. I want a BETTER chance with love." I said. He stared at me as I put a 100$ bill on the table and left the restaurant. Jason still looked at me as I got inside an Uber. I made it clear. I need a man that can and will love me respectfully and dearly forever. Even become an amazing father to Daniel and Ronnie.

It was 8:00pm. Ronnie went back to the future. I was in my bedroom thinking. Thinking about Jason. I know how much he wanna be with me. It's just I need him to be sure he'll love me and care for my sons. The TV was playing but I wasn't paying attention. But I never thought I met guy like Jason. The 3 nights I spent with him was so...amazing, funny and beautiful. I felt actually really happy. I kept thinking till I gotten a text. It was from Jason.

Jason❤️: meet me at my house. I cleared out my house mess so we can have this moment private. You're right. I have to prove I can love you forever and become a father to your sons.

My jaw dropped. Omg. Should I go? What he's gonna do? But I can't just stay here. I quickly got up and grabbed a sweater and sweat pants. I put on lipstick and tied up my hair. I came downstairs and honked my car. I don't what's going on but imma see him do it. I parked outside the house and came inside. My jaw dropped in shock. There was rose petals on the floor. Even lanterns hanged up on the walls. I followed the petals to see firework sparks lighting up on a stage outside where Jason stood. It said: I Love You Lexi. I smiled. This is such a gorgeous thing. He had a mic in his hand. He smiled. "Glad you made it." He said. I smiled shyly. "Please sit in that chair." He said and pointed to a chair that's for facing the stage. I sat on it and looked at him. Is he really doing this? "Lexi you know how much I wanna be with you now. And I know the past year you were going through hell. You didn't even want your kids involved with it. But imma show you that I can be your life partner, a father as well. Just listen to the lyrics." He said. Lyrics? Say what? I was a little confused. He went over to a music equipment and turned on a song. O.M.G! Is he about to do what I think he'll do?!

I smiled widely as happy tears fell from my eyes. Not only he can sing, but...he really proved it to me. He smiled and dropped the mic and went up to me. Tears were still falling. "I don't know what'll happen for us in the future. As long as I got you, I won't ever let you fall. I feel that coming. So...Lexi, will you be mine's?" He said. I smiled widely and nodded. He chuckled. "Yeah?" He said. I laughed and nodded. Then we hugged. I cried on his shoulder and he rubbed my back. We stared into each other's eyes. Those shining blue eyes of his. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we both kissed. I missed this type of feeling for a long time. Lizzy always tell me God will send you the right man to love forever. He finally did.