My Professor's Affair

Chapter 3

"What the Fuck?!!!."
My mothers eyes almost busted out her skull and her mouth hang open. Then the color in her face drained as she was approaching the couch where me and Sandra are frozen butt naked.

"Sandra?!." My mother whisper yelled. As she whispered-yelled as she put a hand in her chest. Her Gray eyes almost turned black and she stopped midway to us.

I was nervous as fuck and don't know what to say. My mother was gaping at me and Sandra. If this is not awkward enough.

"Get dressed right now!!!." My mom shouted which caused Sandra and I to jump at our seats and panicking to get dressed. My mom looked as I struggled to find my underwear and I don't know why Sandra was already pulling up her dress. I was never shy in front of my mother but this is the first time she caught me with a woman. Even though she knew I am gay. I'm still trying to fit into my mind that she once told me not to be inappropriate in front of anybody. But here I am. Having sex with her best friend. Old enough to be my mother and is in the middle of a lot rather scandalous time of my life. For the first time I felt shame. And I am also afraid of what will happen to her and Sandra.

"Ace---." I heard Sandra say and then a loud slap. I turn to look at them. My mom was void of emotion. I can't see anything from her face.

"Thank you for letting me do that Sun." My mom said. I just buttoned my jeans and touched her shoulder.

"Mom... stop. Sandra did nothing wrong. It's my fault." I softly said to her while looking at Sandra. My mom turned to me.
"When has this started to happen?." She calmly asked me.

I was silent for awhile because I don't know what to say.
"A few months ago." I said slowly.
I saw moms jaw tightened.
"When was this 'few months ago' exactly?!."

Based on her reaction by saying 'few months' she's really fuming and what if I would tell her that Sandra and I have been having non stop sex for more than 6 months already? I decided to keep my mouth shut and tried to think for an excuse.

"More than half a year Ace." Sandra answered and my mom's head snapped up at her and glared at her.

"What the fucking hell Sun!! What the fucking hell! Tell me why! Give me one good reason why have you been defiling my daughter!." Mom screamed at Sandra and I tried to touch her but she shut me out.

"I have nothing to excuse myself Ace. I know I initiated it---."

"Initiated it?! It was not long after when Diana said she's having troubles with her sexuality and you lured her to it!!! I had nothing against that my daughter is gay but you---!! You bitch! You are my best friend! I told you how upset I was as a mother when my only child happens to be gay! And I told you to help her out just in case she changes her mind!." My mother ranted and I can't help but feel hurt. I know my mom loves me but she lied to me when she said she's okay with me being gay.

"Ace... I. I love Dani. More than just what you expect me the way. She's turned me down. And it hurts. But Ace... I'm really sorry. It... it was a mistake. And I regret all of it." Sandra said.

I felt something stabbed me right across my chest. I thought I was okay with it. I told Sandra that I can't love her. Why do I feel this way?

"Even if you apologize a million times. But it's all done Sandra." Mom said. But before she turned to me. "One last question to you--"
Sandra wiped her own tears but still didn't look at me while I'm trying to catch her eyes. "Yes Ace?."

"You took my daughter's virginity didn't you?."

Sandra sighed. "Yes."

"Then we have nothing to talk about. I'm disappointed but I can't hate you Sandra. And I would appreciate it if we will cut communications this time." My mom said with finality.

I looked at Sandra and seeing her cry again because of me. I don't know what this is. I tried walking towards her but my mom snatched my wrist.
"We are going home!."

"But mom. Let me speak with Sandra---."

"I said we are going home!!!." Then she dragged me and I just looked at Sandra she's still looking down but I know she's crying because her shoulder are moving. I prayed that she will look at me. I prayed so hard. Because if she will look at me. I will never care if my mother will be angry at me forever. Or uncle Peter will rip my head off. I just want to be with Sandra right now.

Please look at me Sandra. Please..Please.Please.

But nothing. I numbly let my mother drag me out of the house and I can't feel anything. I was now wishing she will follow us outside. And tell me she's still wanted to be with me.

I stared. And I can't hear anything until my mother hugged me and pulled me in the car. I still didn't lose hope that Sandra will come out and tell me she's still okay with all her plans. But still no Sandra came out.

I lost sight of her house but I still try to imagine it.
No Sandra. No sweet talks. No teases.

Then I was brought back into reality when my mother hugged me. And I didn't know why but I just cried. Was I hurt? It was my fault. I told her that I can't be with her. And I just let my mom hold me. Even if we were in front of our mansion. I just let her hold me.

One thing in my mind.

I realised I love Sandra when it was all too late.
Oh god.
I love Sandra.