"ugggggghhhhhhhhh" I thought starring at my ceiling, it was my first day at a new school. I know I know all love stories start out like this, new school- hot guy, but my story is a little less boring.
my old school just wasn't a safe place for me. it all started out well surprisingly people were accepting me a few girls opened up to me, helped me through things and out of no where it all went down hill.
It was more towards the end of freshman year the 'best friends' I thought I could trust let it all out everything I told them or let them know about me. once again I was the freak girl, eating lunch in the bathroom shutting everyone out. yeah that was me
it was too much drama I just decided it would be better to leave, I asked my parents about it and they agreed now I was going to a fancy private school in Yorkshire. not too bad I guess
I got out of bed and made my way to the shower. the warm water running over my back felt amazing I never wanted to leave but I had to, getting out and drying my hair I noticed blood.
"shit. shit shit shit shit shit not again." I mumbled getting toilet paper and wrapping it around my wrist stopping a new cut from bleeding more than usual
after that was done I proceeded as if nothing happened, straightening my long black wavy hair and putting on my uniform: a black sweater with the small school symbol on my left boob, and a black and white plaid skirt:: I added cat tights and a 3 band pins on my white collar to make it less boring, more me. I wanted to be different from all the other girls but not enough to capture too much attention from people around me. I'm not that type of girl that's not at all what I'm comfortable with
I put on a few bracelets to cover my scars and went downstairs to notice a note from my mom
" here's money for a while call if you need more!
,xx"
she had gone for a business trip for a week or so, I was on my own. as always
the bus arrived and I stepped on. avoid all the judgmental glares I sat down in an empty seat directly behind the driver
"and it begins." I mumbled putting in my earphones
