Liar, Liar (ON HOLD)

Chapter 9

*MAY SEEM EXPLICIT BUT IT HONESTLY DOESN'T GET VERY FAR, JUST A WARNING* 👍🏻

Sometimes I just wish I were normal. But as we all know, there's no such thing.

But all this strange stuff that happens in my life is because of the dumbass desicions I make, so there's no one else to blame but me.

Today I woke up to find my face buried in the crook of Lauren's neck with my arm still snaked around her waist.

I honestly didn't care at this point.

I took a deep breath and just took it all in. I already know I won't be able to do this again.

She was just in shock.

But it feels nice to be needed for once.

Lauren is just this amazing girl and I'm worried that she won't be able to live the life she was meant to because of me. She could get killed because of me.

Ugh, I can't contain myself, her skin is so soft.

I then realized that I had just kissed her neck.

The hell, I didnt even realize I did that.

She then started to shift around then inhaled and woke up.

"Agustin?" She said quietly.

I took a deep breath and acted like I just woke up.

"Hmm?" I said.

"Thank you for staying with me."

"Uh yeah, I was like that at some point so I know what it feels like."

She then flipped over so she was facing me.

I smirked when I looked a little bit down and she still had that cute black bra on.

"You're not shy or embarrassed to just be wearing a bra?"

"Why? It's just a bra. And you're not even wearing a shirt so." She smiled.

"True." I said while still looking at her chest.

"And why are you still staring?" She laughed as she put and arm across her chest.

Damn. She needs to move her arm again.

"Because" I said smirking at her. "you're just wearing a bra. You look hot."

"I have a question for you." She said looking at me with a serious face.

I nodded.

"Did you kiss my neck?"

Oh shit.

"Maybe I did and yet maybe I didn't. Wow, did you already have dreams of me all over you. I mean, I can kiss you if you want." I smiled.

She then raised a brow.

"Yes, but by accident. Your skin is just so soft I just couldn't handle myself. You're lucky I stopped myself then and there." I said which caused her to blush.

"You know, after a total loss there's a breakdown. But then there's a healing stage. And I want to help you heal." I said getting closer to her.

I hovered over her and one of my legs went between hers.

She then put her hand to my bare chest and the other moving up to my face.

"Let me help you." I said as our faces got dangerously close.

"You didn't have to stop when you kissed my neck." She said before our lips locked.

I knew I should have kept going.