The 9th Members of BTS✔

💭Silent Treatment💭

"But-" I got cut off.

"I don't freaking care, just go. Leave!" Namjoon said rubbing his hands through his hair.

All the members were in the living room, stressed, tired, and trying not to kill each other, because of how much work you guys had to do in such little time.

"Leave!" Ran through my head.

"If you want a break so bad, then how about you just be lazy and take a break!" Jungkook said.

"You were never a real member anyway" Jimin said coldly

Without saying a word, I slowly turned for the door, and left. I let tears come pouring out as I left, to go no where.

No one came for you, which made me even more sad, but I didn't care at this point. All I wanted was a break, so the boys and Marie could go back to their families for a little bit, and I could reconnect with old friends.

I stepped outside, and had the best luck ever. It started to rain.

I sighed.

"My life is going great..."

The boys and Marie expected me to come back within an hour, so they went to bed, waiting for the doorbell to ring.

Hours passed and so sight of me. I had my phone, and saw all their texts, but not wanting to respond.

It was now 4 in the morning and still no sign of me.

The boys woke up, to try to talk out the situation.

"Leeah is not answering her phone at all." Namjoon said.

"Well its our fault" Marie said looking like she was going to cry.

Namjoon didn't deny it.

"Marie is right. We all lost our cool and vented off Leeah" Yoongi said.

"Let's go to sleep and hope that Leeah will come back. If not we'll report it to the police." Jin said calmly.

They nodded and went to their rooms.

I was back to the building, having no where to go. I opened my studio door, and fell asleep on the couch.

*when the sun rises*

I opened my eyes, and looked at the clock. It was now 7 in the morning and only got 3 hours of sleep.

I heard 7 boys and 1 girl come in the building and I got tensed and froze. I guess I was a little scared to step out of my studio.

I walked out slowly, hoping none of the members, will spot me.

"Leeah!" Jungkook suddenly yelled out

I sighed and decided to ignore him. I walked away as quickly as possible.

Jungkook frowned.

He told Tae immediately.

"Now I feel really bad because Leeah is now ignoring me, and I feel guilty for even saying the things I said" Jungkook said sadden and flustered.

"Hey, calm down. I'll go talk to Leeah" Tae said.

Tae knocked on my studio door.

No answer.

Knocked again

No answer.

Knocked again, and I would budge to even answer.

This went on for days. I ignored all the members and isolated myself in my studio. While in my studio, I wrote "Fake Love", and recorded a guided version.

I left it on Namjoons table while he was out so I would talk to him.

Namjoon walked into his studio, and found the CD.

"Fake Love Guided Version by Leeah. Love Yourself: Tear"

Namjoon quickly listen to it and the lyrics.

"For you, I could pretend to be strong even though I was hurt"

Namjoon paused it, feeling all the guilt come back to him.

He hadn't hear my voice in days and hearing this, made him very emotional.

Namjoon got through the whole song, listening to it over and over again, to find a meaning behind every line.

"We need to talk" Namjoon said.

I didn't even look at him and I just continued what I was doing.

"I thought I wasn't a member anymore. There's a reason why there's only 3 rap parts instead of 4" I said still paying attention to what was in my computer screen.

"Please look at me Leeah"

I looked at him. I saw in his eyes, stress, guilt, and anger.

"I know your mad at us, but can we please talk this out we promise we won't raise our voices again if you give us a chance" Namjoon said.

"Fine" I said giving up.

Everyone gathered around in the practice room. I hoped no one noticed my puffy eyes from crying last night.

One by one, each member said sorry and why they were.

After they were done, the boys and Marie looked and me. I looked down, feeling a bit ashamed for making them feel guilty.

I felt a tear come down my cheek. Jungkook quickly pulled me into a hug.

"I forgive you guys..." I said quietly.

They nodded and came into for a bug group hug while I was still in Jungkook's arms.

"I love you guys"

"We love you too"

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I hope you guys like this chapter bcz it took really long. I feel a little unmotivated to write a chapter tomorrow, but I will try my best ;)