Torn

Chapter 8- Mixed feelings

"Hayes I just don't get it" I say.
"Me either" he says.
"We've only even been together for 4 days and you thought we were ready for that?" I ask
"Yeah I did and I thought you did too" he said.
"No Hayes. No. Just like last night. I wasn't ready for that either. We need to slow it down or else I don't think this can last" I say.
He pauses for a minute and says "I do anything not to lose you. I promise I will ask you before we do anything. I can't lose you. Your mine" be says as he does that smile I love so much. He sees me blushing.
"So are we good. Are you still my Princess" he asks.
I pause. "Only if we forget this even happened and next time you feel we are ready you ask me" I say.
"Deal. now can we make up with a French" he says. Before I answer he says "got ya!". I smile and he stands up and extends his arm to mine. I see Nash and Cameron staring at us like hawks. Me and Hayes walk up to them hand in hand and smile at each other and thanked them for helping us.

"Now that you love birds are back. Who wants to go in the water?" Cameron said.

Nash stood up and scooped me off of my feet carried me over to the water as if I was a toy and Hayes and Cameron chased us. Nash ran with me into the water when Hayes caught up with him and said "mine please" pointing at me. Nash put me into Hayes' arms. and Hayes ran through the water. It was so fun being with these dorks.

After playing in the water with the guys it was 4:00pm and we were heading back to the house. Hayes and I walked behind Nash and Cameron. We hopped into the car and drove off.

The car ride was pretty calm. No fighting and I sat in the middle of the back seat by Hayes and I rested my head on his shoulder and. He laid his head on mine. I wonder if they took pictures of us.

Nash dropped me and Hayes off at my house because him and Cam needed to go get gas. Hayes and I went up to my room and I went to go get changed and he sat on my couch on his phone.

I went into my closet to pick out clothes. I had been invited to dinner with the Griers and I wanted to look good.

I chose a white lace skirt from Abercrombie, a pink and white striped sleeveless shirt with a collar from Polo and my pink sandals. I decided to tuck in my shirt and puff it out a little. Very classy and cute. I put my hair in a better side braid. And I touched up my make up. I walked out of my bathroom and Hayes was watching me like a Hawk. His jaw dropped yet again. Man maybe he did like me.

"You look perfect" he said. I blushed.

We walked out of my house over to his and he took me up to his room. Our houses were very similar. Only difference was ours was 3 bedrooms and his was 4. His mom decorated beautifully.

Hayes goes to change and clean up and I laid on his bed and then Nash came in. Nash was signaling me to come so I did.

"We are gonna hide you from Hayes. It'll be funny trust me." He said. Cameron went and took my spot on the bed and I went over to Nash's room. Cameron was wearing a camera so we could see what was going on.

While we were waiting, Nash was acting weird.

"You look so pretty right now" he said. I blushed and thanked him.

"I really like that outfit. Pink is your color." He said. I thank him again.

"Nash what's going on?" I ask

"You caught me. Listen when I saw you the first time I was taken by you. And when Hayes made the first move I was so ticked off. And when he did that to you today on the beach, it felt good to comfort you. And I just and taken by you. Your so close to perfect and I want you." He said as he stared into my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me. I saw fireworks with him too. Oh no.

The truth was I really liked Nash too. I was torn with them both.

Our kiss lasted a minute and I thought a lot in that minute.

"Nash. I fell in love with you the second I saw your first vine. And I fell in love with Hayes when I saw him. Can we make this work. Secretly?" I asked.

"Anything. Anything it takes" he said.

"So Hayes will be my boyfriend and you will be my secret." I say. He nods.

"But you need to choose between us eventually and I will be ok with whatever you chose to do. Just as long as I get to he with you for a little while." He says.

He kisses me again. More fireworks. another minute.

We hear cameron and Hayes laughing. The games up. Time ti go back if reality.

Hayes is my boyfriend. Nash is my secret.