Torn

Chapter 30- I wish i could

Hayes is in the bath tub with his head buried in his knees. I hear little sobs and cries. He's repeating "Isabelle" and "what did I do". Dang did his foolishness really cause this? He doesn't know I'm in here.

I can't take it. I bend down and tap him on his shoulder. He lifts his head up. His eyes light up.

"Look if I can't have you or my fans. I'm so done." he says.

"I wish I knew what was going on in your head. I would try to heal it" I say softly.

"If you knew you'd be here too" he said.

I pause for a moment.

"Look Hayes. I don't want to break up. But in surely not going to sell you my virginity at this age to keep you. So if that's all you even wanted-" I say as he interrupts.

"I don't want to break up and I don't want you to think that is what you have to do to keep me. I'm not like that I promise." He says. I don't know if I should believe him.

"I wish I could believe you. Just give me time to think." I say.

"But what about tomorrow" he says.

"Well if I don't forgive you by then, I still will play the role of your girlfriend but I'll just be acting. But if I do forgive you, I will definitely not be acting." I say.

"How will I know what you chose to do?" he asks.

"The bracelet. Ok if I wear my bracelet on my right hand I forgive you. But if it's on my left I don't." I say.

He nods. I step out and before I go he says "Isabelle I just wanted to let you know that I love you and there is nothing I wouldn't do to get you back and forgive me. I'm truly sorry. I just want to hold you again".

I nod and I walk out of the room.

Dang I got way to much thinking to do.

It won't be an easy night.