Chapter 31- Decisions from a broken heart

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As I lay in my bed alone I listen to 5 seconds of summer and just think about Hayes.

When 'Beside You' plays I lose it. That was our song. And now I've turned into the girl in the song.

My pros and cons were both really really true and really really important to my decision.

Pros- just to name a few

Hayes is my first love.

I really like the way he treats me.

He is really nice and funny.

He cares about me.

He for the most part stays in his boundaries.

Cons- to name a few

He goes so far.

He tries to do really adult things.

He gets jealous a lot.

He tries to grow up too fast.

He always expects me it like make out with him (even though we haven't "Made out" he tries so hard to)

I don't know what to do. It's 4:30am. I need sleep. I'll just make my decision when I wake up. I just need sleep.

Nash knocks on my door at 8:30am to start to get ready. I forgot where I was for a minute. Then I remember.

I was in a energetic mood this morning and I just kept thinking about my decision. I do my makeup, put on my white dress and straighten my hair. I out on my sandals and the last thing is jewelry. I grab my bracelet.

I put it on.. My right hand.

I don't know why. But I chose to forgive him.

It's 9:30am. We have to leave now. Well it's now or never.

I grab my purse and my phone and I open my door and to my surprise Hayes was standing right outside. He looked nervous. He looks down at my hands.

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