Torn

Chapter 34- In your arms again

Isabelle's POV-

And just like that Hayes left. I'm alone with Nash. Nash looks at me and tells me to come sit by him.

"You have explaining to do. I want to know what's going in your head with the while Hayes thing." He says in a firm voice.

"I am not sure myself. I am not sure there is just things I can't explain. Feelings I feel. And it all leads me back to him. I just don't know." I say. "But yet whenever I think of you Nash I feel the same way except just in different places. I'm lost" I say after.

"Why did you forgive him? after he tried to go waaaaaaay too far again?" He asks.

"I forgave him because I feel things for him I can't explain and I can't keep myself mad at him. I just can't. And trust me I will let him know again about going too far. I'm not going to put up with that, even if I do feel those things" I say softly than a bit sassy at the end.

Nash pauses and stares into my eyes.

"Ok I'm just going to say it. Isabelle I want you and I need you. You are a magnificent girl and I knew from the first glimpse I took at you, I wanted you. When we were together I felt the best I ever had before. You made me whole. And now I feel like I have nothing to live for because I don't have you." He says seriously and strongly. I knew he meant it.

I pause and start to tear up. Nash extends his arms and wipes the tear off of my cheek.

"I want to be yours again" I say.

Nash leans into me and starts to make out with me like he did when we were on the playground. Being with Nash makes me feel so different than Hayes. But I just do not know who to choose.

I am Torn again.

I pull away once I hear the door open. Nash and I act normal. It's Matt.

"What up party people?" he says happily.

We laugh. And we answer together "we cool bro". Wow it's like we read each others minds. I bet we did.

About 45 minutes later, Hayes and Cameron came back. Hayes sat down I front of where nash and I were. He patted the seat to signal me to come sit with him.

"No no mr. Why don't you go ask that girl to sit with you." I say jokingly. Everyone laughs but him and says "burn" even though it wasn't much of one.

Hayes looks distraught. Was he going to yell or scream at me? Was he mad or just embarrassed? This wasn't a fun situation.