alphabetical imagines [NHC]

d i s t r a c t i o n

"You know what i'm done Blake, I can't keep doing this" You speak after a moments silence, the two of you yelling previously

"You don't mean that" He steps closer

"I do, i'm sorry, don't call me I just need space" You reply

"Y/N" His voice cracks

"Goodbye Blake" You walk out the door

Six Months Later

"Oh my gosh no he didn't" You laugh to your best friend

"Yes, I can't believe you missed it" She laughs

You look across the restaurant to see if your food was ready but instantly regret it, you see your ex boyfriend with a girl, someone you didn't recognise. You awkwardly make eye contact and turn back to your friend.

"Is that-" She starts but you cut her off not wanting to hear his name

"Yeah" You sigh

"You still miss him?" She asks

"Of course I do, three years is a long time to be with someone then act as if it never happened" You half frown but realise if his moved on you probably should too

"Go speak to him" She whispers

"What! No way, his with someone new" You whisper back

"Well then you gotta make him come over here" She winks

"How exactly do I do that?" You respond confused

"Make him think you've moved on and are better off without him" She smirks

"Well that's the biggest lie-" You start

"Shh his coming over" She kicks you under the table

"Can you believe he would do such a romantic thing" She changes the conversation quickly

"Uh yeah so romantic" You reply still in pain from how hard she just kicked your shin

"You two are just so adorable, it makes my heart hurt" She comtinues as he walks straight past the table towards the toilets

"What the fuck" You whisper shout once he was out of earshot

"Make him jealous he'll come back" She smiles sipping her drink

"Yeah until he realises i'm a single mess" You mumble

Your food arrives and you sit eating whilst lowkey feeling very awkward about he was sat across the room with a new girl.

•Blake's POV•

"Blakeyy can we sit by the window" Rosie squeaks

"It depends where the waiter seats us" I reply

"But you'll make sure we sit there right?" She demands

"Sure" I sigh opening the door to the restaurant

I take a quick look around, my eyes stopping on one table, my ex girlfriend Y/N sat with her best friend, Amelia. She looked happy, laughing about something. Guess she's moved on. Her head turns to look past me at the kitchen then her eyes move to look at me, we make slight eye contact before she turns back around to face her friend.

It's been six months since I had last seen her and she hasn't changed much, still beautiful as ever. I hadn't called or visited her since the day she broke it off, I understand why she did it but it still hurt.

Me and Rosie get sat at a table across the room, unfortunately not near the window as I didn't want to argue, not now.

"Blake you said we'd sit near the window" She whines

"Sorry, i'm just gonna go to the loo" I ignore her comment

"Blakee" She whines

I stand up and walk towards the toilets, meaning I had to walk past Y/N's table. I wanted to say hi so badly but I feel like it's too soon, even after half a year. I listen in on their conversations once I get nearer.

"Can you believe he would do such a romantic thing" Amelia grins

"So romantic" She smiles in reply

"You two are just so adorable, it makes my heart hurt" Amelia continues before sipping her drink

So she's definitely moved on, although it looks as if I had too, if only she knew Rosie was just a distraction, I really can't stand her.

I enter the toilets and stand looking into the mirror, what do I do? I pull out my phone and call Reece, he was closest too her so he'd know what was happening right?

"Blake? I thought you were with Roshit" He answers

"Funny, but I need your help" I respond

"What's up?" He questions

"Y/N's here" I sigh

"Wait really" He replies happily

"Yeah, she looks so happy, I didn't know how much I missed her" I speak

"She's moved on though, her and lia were speaking about how adorable her and whoever he is are" I frown

"Blake you're forgetting you've 'moved' on too" He says emphasis on the moved

"I know" I sigh

"What am I supposed to do? Just sit and eat breakfast whilst she's sat looking all happy across the room? My heart can't take anymore" My voice cracks

"Just act happy, she doesn't need to know the truth, i'm sure this is just as hard on her seeing you with someone new" Reece responds

"I guess, thanks R" I breath out

"Now go eat breakfast then get to the studio asap" He laughs

"Also cheer up you sound too sad" He adds

"Fuck off Reece, i'll see you soon" I laugh slightly

I leave the toilets and make my way back to Rosie who was flirting with the waiter, what a surprise.

I order a stack of pancakes and sit down zoning out whilst Rosie blabbers on about something. I occasionally look over to see her smiling not even caring about the fact I was over here completely miserable without her in my life.