Chapter 19.
August 9. It's 5:30am, I'm getting prepped for a brain procedure, yet my brain continues to whine. So many lights on top of me as they prepped me, I wished to be home in the dark because this wasn't how I wanted to shine. I wished to see you before I started, you know how to calm my nerves with that smile so benign. I was scared once the doctors shot up the medicine to the right side of my brain, never do I want to see millions lightning bolts of lines. Tried so hard not to cry, even though I still did I didn't care because nobody had the right to define.
They removed the catheter from my groin area, that wasn't fun. A long tube shoved in my arteries to my brain being pulled out, pissed at everyone in the room because they're thinking a "job well done". So I wouldn't bleed out, they inserted a vascular closure device where my catheter was, even though it'll dissolve on its own in 90 days I was told I wouldn't do much for 7 days. Every morning I wake up, feel my enormous bruise, and shout out son of a gun. I can't wait to get back on my feet and continue training in the gym until... my next procedure, because in doctor world the hard part hasn't even begun.
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His Left Temporal Lobe Leaked
شِعرI'm Luis. This is my freestyle project, call it anything you want. I am preparing myself for a potential surgery in my right temporal lobe. Appointments, decisions, and testing... It all begins on June 7th, 2018. I thought I'd keep writing this new...
