So Clouded Out

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I'm so clouded out
The white fog puffs blowing steam everywhere
I can't feel the sun
Only the dark
Its like the gladiators
Didn't fight enough
Should've stayed in the front
But I turned around
The right hook to the jaw
Hit me right into a stop sign
Can't make up my mind
Can't remember what I was thinking
It's making me so wild and out of it
But I sit in a soft sand bag
Slowly sinking me into quick, artificial comfort
I can't stand it
Get out of my head
So I sit here
Smoking
Away the words that knock me to sleep
But I don't sleep
It was only a broken dream
Why can't I do it like a soldier?
Numb and supress it
Until I'm older
I want to get rid of it right
But I know I would prefer it if it would end tonight
The next day I only make it worse
Expecting peace
When my thoughts are going through premature childbirth
I can't stand it
The pain so agonizing
Please. Please.
I surrender to anything as long as I get to only hear the morning breeze
They see me with the cut-out eyes
It seems to move away from my face
It can't look inside me
Another smoke
Best I go ahead before I make my fingers choke
Man, I'm going to be so broke
Cloud the skies
It already polluted the light
But the night,
The skies are fantasy and the stars make what I see
My eyes can see the moon's palace and embellish its needs
Smoke
Smoke
As if there never was a dream
Put away the sweet ice cream
Just let things be
Let things be
Before I start grueling screams

-Jasables :3

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