A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 17

firstly thank you for over 400 views I wasn't expecting that! really I wasn't!

Secondly sorry for how short and terrible the last few chapters have been! I've been forced to actually go out and socialize which leads me to be having a lack of sleep and a scary amount of alcohol being consumed! but this week will get better! Hopefully anyway with out further wait here you go!

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zacky's p.o.v

when matt pulled up at the hospital I didn't know what to think I ran in not even waiting for the guys and straight to the nurses station.

" where Brian hanner! I need to see him now!" I almost shout with tears running down my face.

The nurse looked at me with sympathetic eyes, at this stage jimmy amd matt had caught up with me.

"I'm geusssing you are the young man who rang early." the nurse inquired.

"yes! that was me please let me see him. "

I really didn't want to sit around talking I just wanted to see Bri! and badly!

"okay sir right this way, he is stable now but still he's in a medically induced acoma which he will be taken out of in another day or two but we still don't know if he will wake up."

"what do you mean 'you don't know' " I felt panic attack rises from within me.

"sir there is major swelling to his brain, and we don't know until he wakes is there any permanent damage

I could feel my entire world crumble around her words. I could completely loose him or he could awake and not remember me.

The nurse lead us down a long white corridor till we reached the last door on the left.

Tears stained my face as we entered the room and met with a gasly sight.

Brian lay covered in wires and beeping.

His skin was pale and his jet Black hair looked a mess across the pillow. His eyes where closed and sunken like the first time I met him and how I yawned to see those eyes again. His head was bandaged up and so was his arms.

I was glad they had been covered since only I knew his past and I sure didn't want jimmy or matt finding out.

I walked straight up to him and grabbed his hand being careful not to disturbe his drip that was in. The nurse excused hersw leaving us all with Brian.

"zee can you tell us whats happening. " matt asked unsure of how this situation came about.

I sighed knowing id have  explain what happened but leaving a few things out.

"well it started back when Brian saved me in school after doing that a week later I had argued with mum and decided to cool my head by going for a walk it was there I came across brian in the old park not far from where I lived.  He was sick so I couldn't just leave him there all alone so I took him back to mine and let him rest then the next day he felt better and thats when you came in jimmy he ran off without another word. But today after chad beat me up brian noticed the bruises making me tell him who did it when I did he dissappeared and beat up chad and I think some friends but he soon ran off again and thats where chad starts to beat me again. " I felt bad for lying to them but it wasn't my secrets to tell.

I couldn't tell them brian kissed me that would risk a rumors starting and I just couldn't. By the end I had stopped crying.

"so wait your saying that brian bet up chad for you. " matt seemed dumbfounded by the statement.

"yes is it that shocking"

"yeah it actually is, in all my time i don't think I've ever seen Brian stsn up for someone like he does for you. There must be something about you Zee."

I zoned out on brian thinking of everything maybe he does just feel pity towards me but I hope it isn't tho.

I star down at the beautiful guy in the bed infornt of me and hope he opens his eyes soon.

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time laps still zacky's p.o.v

I've been by his side constantly for the last few week or so. I honestly don't even know the date time or day. I sit and wait for my sleeping beautiful to wake.

lucky this hospital room has a toilet so I don't leave unless to pee. Matt and jimmy visit me every day and force me to eat, even if I refuse. Even pretty much Force the food down my throat if I say no.

I've become friendly with the nurses so they don't kick me out. Since I'm not causing any trouble and half the time they forget im even here.

I don't even give a shit about my mum and visa versa id say or school. I'd prefer a horrified chair in a hospital than that hell hole any day!

There hasn't been a change  in his condition but they are hoping soon he'll wake up. I just sit and hold his hand and tell his stupid stories about my past and tell his how I've fallen for him. I hope he can hear me and when he does wake up that he will remember who I am.

The thought scares me shitless that he'll wake up and doesn't know me.

But at the moment I can find my eyes battling to stay open, I find the chair become comfier with each passing second I feel like I pass out.

Maybe I should take a nap . it could do me a little good plus when Brian does wake up I don't want to completely pass out on him.

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boom guy's!  sorry im sleep deprived so I haven't even proofed it too fucking lazy!

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