A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 36

damnit I had to re write some so sorry

Brian's p.o.v

I don't know how long I aimlessly wandered the streets but I felt like a little piece died inside.

I felt like with that man. But I knew zacky had not ment it. fuck he didn't even know thats what it was!

I should be able to do this, he's my boyfriend. well i hope he still is. I really didn't want to loose him even after this I still loved him.

I fished my cigarettes from my pocket and placed one in my mouth as I tried to light it against the wind. Soon I breathed in the intoxicated smell and let out a sigh of defeat.

I walked around until I felt my phone go off

we need to talk please come to apartment 221b baker Street xxx zee

I wasn't sure what to think, should I go it? But it was zee I we need to sort this out.

I really didn't questions why zacky was there I presumed it was one of the guys house and he was talked into it by them so I went.

It didn't take too long to actually get there since when I got the message I was only two blocks away.

I hoped this wasn't zacky breaking up with me ehat would I do then, I would loose my one lifeline. My one love.

As I walked up towards the door I noticed it was a nice enough apartment located not too far from the coast front. I knocked on the door and waited for a reply.

I was soon met with the one person I really didn't want to see right now. Dan.

He looked at me with a sly grin perched on his lips.

"Im here to see Zee?" I stated not really in the mood for his shit.

"oh yeah he's right in here." he said moving out of my way and leading me down through his apartment he lead me into the living room where no one sat waiting.

"wheres zee?" fear started to rise within me.

I looked around to see him holding his phone.

"oh look what he forgot." his voice filled with pure evil intention.

In that second he walked up towards me as I tried to back away but found myself up against the wall.

"yanno I would like to take you right here against this wall." he smirked.

I could feel my entire body shake. As I tried to move away he pined me making it impossible to move.

It was him all over again. my mind was numb along with my entire body. But as I snapped out of it and tried to escape his grip he kissed me hard and heavily. He forced his tongue into my mouth with ease over my shock like he did before. I felt his hand run down my chest like he did before. One stopping on my crouch squeezing playful like he did before.

I just stood there absolutely paralyzed in fear of what was about to come.

No not again. I shuddered in fear but it was all broken by the one person I was happy yet hoped not to see especially in a situation like this.

Zacky.

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sorry!! I know its fucking shorter than johnny christ himself but its an update none the less!!

plus it delete itself so I had to retype it and I couldn't be arsed!! ;p

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