A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 37

oh I lied! ;p I felt guilty if i didn't update (plus im bored for the constant girly chatter already xL ) SAVE ME BRIANNNN!!!!

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ZACKY'S P.O.V

fuck!  I sat down on brian bed with my head in my hands.

what have I done! i royally screwed up this time. All I could see was Brian absolutely horrified face as he ran off. I still felt the alchol is my system as I tried to stand up but failing I ended up laying down for a while.

I knew I need to apologise but I'd let him cool off for a while which gave me plenty of time to think of what I was about to say.

I reached into my pocket to get my phone but I soon relized I must have left it at Dan's.

I finally stood up and made my way down the stairs and back out.

As I walked to Dan's I couldn't help but feel terrible for how I have been treating Brian. I know all week I've been hanging with Dan and Brian was probably a little jealous of course he would be anyone would be.The though of Brian with someone else almost made my blood boil so I was being a hypocrite.

I arrived soon enough at Dan's. I knocked once but he didn't answer so I decided fuck it I needed my phone to text bri now. so I walked on in. I knew  dan wouldn't mind.

But as I entered the living room my heart stopped.

Brian pinned against the wall by Dan who was evidently feeling him up. The same brian who only an hour ago threw me his boyfriend off him foe the exact same thing.

I felt anger rush deep within my veins.

"WHAT THE ACTUALLY FUCK BRIAN! REALLY YOU THROW ME TO THE FLOOR FOR THAT YET AN HOUR LATER YOURE  ALREADY WITH MY BEST FRIEND" I screamed.

Dan had removed him from brian and he had tears running down his face.

"please zacky its not what you think! it was all dan I didn't I wouldn't." his voice was feeble and weak as he spoke.

"No! fuck you Hanner the truth is out all you do if find a guy then whore about  with his best fucking mate! Thats all you are a filthy little whore."

It pained me say it but my mouth has no filter when I get angry. My words seems to cut through Brian like daggers as he stood in place.

There was a small silence which felt like an infinity.

Before brian broke it.

"I know I am." his voice barely audible.

but those words shocked me. I had never heard someone sound so defeated in all my life.

But he quickly gathered himself and ran past me and out the door.

I stood unsure of how to process everything at this moment. I was angry at him yes but it's brian.

I couldn't stay angry at him could I?

I felt like a mindless zombie as I walked home. I hoped he would be there so we could talk this out but when i got home there was no sign of him.

I went straight up to my room and lay on my bed staring at the ceiling. What the fuck was I supposed to do now. I felt anger, annoyance, sadness, desperation and guilt.

I fucking hated this weekend!

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PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!! im sorrrrryyyyy! !! a little zacky pov I know once again it's short but better than nothing right!

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