A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 34

Brian's p.o.v

I was awoken my a loud rapping on the house door.

My entire body felt like shit, I drank way to much last night. A long with a entire bottle of Whiskey I found several empty cans of beer laying around me. I had slept on the fall well probably more like I passed out on it.

My brain took a long time to process everything and the rapping only got louder I finally stumbled down stairs to the door I already knew who would be there and I really just wanted to be alone right now.

I swung open the door to reveal Matt standings with his arms folded over his chest looking pissed and Jimmy with his arm raised ready to knock again.

"great of you to finally open the door." Matt said before he even looked at me.

"sorry I was asleep." I snapped.

"fuck Brian its already 5 pm." saying this he looked up at me. I knew I probably looked terrible.

"fuck Brian you look sick, are you okay?" his voice softened.

"yeah no im grand I just feel slightly sick but I think it will pass in a day." I lied, tho it was true I was hungover and it would pass but i was far from okay.

"here let's get inside we can watch a movie or something." jimmy offered.

Tho I wanted to be alone I knew if I sent them away they'd no something was up and tell zacky and I really didn't want him to know.

"sure go on in and pick  a movie I want to go grab my phone." I smiled heading up the stairs to my room.

I quickly hide all the empty cans and whiskey bottle under my bed just to be safe and headed down stairs after grabbing my phone off the floor.

As I reached the stairs I looked at my message I seen a few from zacky apologising for how he drunk messaged me and then one from an unknown number which caught my attention.

hey babe ;) wanna have some fun? 

xx

I really didn't need to geuss who it was I instantly knew it was dan.

How'd he get my number?  I had to know.

fuck off I have a boyfriend, How'd you get my number!

within a minute I got a reply.

oh down be like that babe I know you'd like it! I stole it off your very drunk boyfriend when he wasn't looking. xxx

you better delete it now I don't want  to talk to you!

no I think ill keep it, in case I get bored some lonely night ;) xxxxx

I didn't reply, I couldn't I stared down at my phone in belief when Matt pop his head around the door with a questionable look .

"hey you okay? "

I snapped my head up and lookedbat his.

"yeah no im fine just Zacky." I lied not wanting to ring any alarms bells.

I walked on down into the living room where they had it all let up for movies.

Hopefully they'll distract me enough.

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Though out the movies I kept getting texts, which peeked Both guys interest until I finally turned my phone off.

"Man zacky should really put a chain around his fingers, how many texts was that?" Matt laughed

I laughed akwardly.

I was feeling better physical but metally I felt like I would break. When matt and jimmy left I decided it was about time I repayed the alchol I stole last night. I locked up and headed back to the store I was at yesterday. I smoked three cigarettes as I walked to the shop and then relized I need more now. I should really control my smoking but I was the only relief I had now.

well the only one I was will to do.

After buying what I need and another pack of cigarettes I went back outside into the cold night air, I could smell the sea and hear the waves crashing into the shore not far from where I was. Pure bliss as I inhaled the toxic chemicals ruining my entire body.

when I heard someone walk up close to me. He was a short figures with the sides of his hair shaved and bleached while a long bit hung down over his face coving half of it he wore red eye makeup lined with black and had spacers. I could see he was heavily tattooed from his knuckles to his neck which held a scriopen tattoo on his right side.

"hey you buying? " his low voice bearly audible.

I think he relized I didn't hear and repeated himself.

"you want some? " he said holding out a small bag of white powered.

I was always intrigued by drugs so when someone offers me I don't say no.

"how much? " I asked

"30 bucks." he said quickly, I could tell he was already high as fuck so maybe I could get more.

"you got anything else?" I asked shifting my weight.

he proceed to pull out a couple joints and several pills all sealed nicely in a bag.

"your choice." he smirked.

"how about it all? " I felt greed rush through my veins. as I asked him.

"an eager one aren't we." he smirked

"for that ill give it all to you for 50."

that seemed good, tho I had no clue how much I should pay but I wanted to forget.

"done."

I pulled out the money and we exchanged it. I took my drugs pocketing it and left for home.

Tonight would be an interesting night.

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zacky's p.o.v

Man was last night good. I hadn't been out drinking like that in months and I really missed it. I missed Dan but I know found myself missing mine and Brian's little moment we would have. I missed everything about him.

I wonder what he was doing right now? Maybe ill call him. I fished out my phone at looked for his contact. I felt bad for my drunken texts last night but I couldn't help myself.

I dialed his number but it went straight to voice mail.

hmm that's strange. Maybe he's with Matt and jimmy.

I decided to text matt and see.

hey matt how was Brian, he's not answering his phone?

I waited for a reply within a few minutes I got one

he said he wasn't feeling too we when we where over early but wouldn't you know he was texting you and then he turned off his phone.

what? I hadn't texted him since the morning as an apology. who was he texting?  I knew I couldn't jump to conclusion but he has been acting off for so long now I just don't know. Is he cheating on me?

NO ZACKY DON'T THINK THAT HE WOUNT! would he?

damnit I've got myself into one hell of a battle within my brain.

he wouldn't,  right!

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boom guy's everything getting interesting! !kudos to whoever gets my shitty description of the drug dealer!!

anyhoe I'll try update later but tomarrow i will definitely not be! ! sorry I have debs on (for people who don't know it a day spent getting ready for a nice night with your entire year followed by getting complete shit drunk and ending up like how brian was at the start) yeahh fun!!

anyhoe please vote and comments what you think? :D

also the usually mistakes etc. 

love E xxxx