A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 18

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without further adew Brian's p.o.v is next! one last thing with the time laps its like a few hours so before zacky's one in the previous chapter

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Brian's p.o.v

beep beep beep beep..

what the fuck is that noise I hear shuffling around me but I can't open my eyes. wait am I in a hospital. Yes! I am!

I remember it now I was ran from zacky.

Flashback

brian!

I could hear zacky call after me as I ran but I just couldn't. by tomarrow morning it would probably be out about me.

fuck I can't deal with this right now. I keep running but my mind was somewhere else. The thoughts of zacky's lips on my felt like bliss to me like a drug addiction I just wanted more and more.

It was then, when it was all too late I heard the sound of a car honking at me and

CRASH.

my body was propelled into the air, pain jabbing me in every part of me. I felt like I was flying but it was short lived  when I came crashing down to the ground hitting my head.

I felt myself drifting off into a dark pit of nothingness but with my only thought of Zacky. I gather my engry to pull my phone out and pressing dial.

people stood around me unsure of what to do, not stopping me from my call.

Please answer Zacky please. I love you.

but I was met with nothing. This final action hurt more than what just happened but i could no longer hold on and I let the darkness own me.

end flashback

I hear a nurse entering my room but she's not alone I hear the footsteps of a few people and then the load sob on one of them.

I instantly recognised who it is . Zacky.

He's crying over me but why? I hear some other person ask him something but I don't recognise the voice. he must be a friend of zacky's because sure as hell not mine.

They begin to talk but all I want is to wake up and talk to Zacky. I want to tell him how I really love him and I think he is the most amazing person I've ever met, sl caring towards me. I don't even care if he tells the entire school I was him to know my feelings.

Please body wake up!

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time laps still Brian's p.o.v

I've been been trapped in my own mind for so long I feel like im going crazy. For once in my life I want to live and breath and talk.

Zacky hasn't left my side, I hear him occasionally shuffling around either stretching or the bathroom but never leaving fully.

He tells me these stories and I want to be wake so I can laugh and enjoy them with him but I can't. I miss him. I want to see those beautiful emerald green eyes piercing into me or those perfect plush pink snake bitten lips or how his hair falls perfectly. I just wanted to see him in all of his perfections.

I hear him telling me how he thinks he's falling for me never before would I think a perfect human like him would fall for me. Never.

occasionally I hear some other person, now I know who they are they are Matt and jimmy, they bring Zacky food. sometimes he refuses to and I want to shout and tell him to but I can't.

my mind is dark I see nothing I just hear the world pass me by.

Once again I hear the two boys enter the room.

"hey zacky how is he today? " I think it's matt asking the question.

"same as ever." Zacky's voice lack all emotion like he completely drained.

I hear Jimmy ask in a low voice.

"how are yanno ..the cuts? they healed." he asked

I could find panic! Zacky..cuts what no!

he can't have relapsed why!

how, when! !

"they are pretty much all healed now." Zacky said in a low ashamed voice.

I need to wake up! I have to tell him no more!  he can't. a person so beautiful does not deserved that.

Now more than ever I am determined to wake up, I hear Jimmy amd matt leave soon after.

I must fight this never ending black I feel like I'm running until I see white. it's like the light at the end of a tunnel.

I fight with everything I have. Soon I feel myself being pulled back into my body. I can feel the bed sheet and a warmth leaning on by bed to my side. I try a crack open my eyes to see a dark lite hospital room.

I look down towards the warmth to see Zacky asleep.

He looks incredibly adorable asleep I could stare at his for hours.

And as if he knew someone was looking at him, his eyes crack over.

He jumps up in shock looking at me with wide eyes treating to spill tears.

"your awake! "

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boom guy's! 

yeah bri bri's awake! !!!!!

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