A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 14

guys!! its too warm save me! This is why I love winter!

trigger warning

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zacky's p.o.v

he kissed me! Brian fucking Hanner kissed me! holy hell did my brian just go. His lips where chapped but perfect as we shared a kiss. I wanted that moment to last forever if I could but he soon pulled away.

I tried to speak but nothing that I wanted to say could come out. He looked horrified at me on what he had done before he got up and ran.

shit zacky you fucking ruined it, I quickly got up to run after his but damn was he fast and I was out of shape. the school bell had gone and I saw the brian merge into the masses of other students at disappearing.

I stood for a second which felt like hours recalling what had happened. that kiss felt so good, my heart ached knowing I probably just ruined everything and I want to go home and cry, my eyes threatened to spill but I felt a firm hand on my shoulder, I spin around hoping to see Brian but my heart drops when im met with a very bruised chad.

fuck could this day fuck up anymore.

"hey faggot wheres your protector, looks at his handy work I think I need to repay you for his work. " chad said with a voices laced in venom  as he pulled be out to where me and brian kissed.

He smashed me up against the wall pinning me there I couldn't move, even when I struggled it was useless I was weak and he was a jock. he  delivered a few punches to my body.

"why don't your sort just die already, you are low life scum didn't you slit your wrist deep enough huh" he jeered at me. he had a evil laugh that carried through my entire body. I didn't know what he was going to do to me and I was scared to find out.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket a few times from a call but I couldn't get to it but it was the least of my worries so I thought.

I thought this couldn't get any worse but chad pulled out a pocket knife it gleamed in the sun light and my body froze.

"hm maybe since you can seem to do it right ill do it for you."

I couldn't formulate enough words I managed only to choke out

"please don't. ." through a sob.

then it rolled my sleeve shirt that I had been wearing up. I fought his but I couldn't get free. I felt him bring the blade down hard on my wrist flicking it across. I felt the familiar sense of pain take over anx my body went numb. he repeat it to my other wrist I had lost count of how many cuts he caused.

but I felt the familiar warm blood run down my arms. tears now feel in rivers from my eyes. but before he could do another thing he was tackled to the ground. I had hoped it was Brian but I recognise it as Matt. he punch chad several times shouting at him but I could hear anything I stared mindlessly into the distance till Jimmy's face moved into sight.

His face was full of concern.

"oh god zee are you okay look we need to get you badged up can you move."

I nodded it reply not wanting to talk and I felt jimmy lead me to his car holding my shoulder. I sat in the back sit while jimmy started the engine and matt jogged up to the car and getting In he glanced back at me and then to jimmy but I felt as if I was in a mindless reality where I had lost brian and this.

I wanted to go home a sleep.

"hey zee you want to go back to mine or yours?" jimmy asked his voice full of concern.

"mine please I have stuff to clean these there. " I sighed wanting this day to end.

jimmy nodded happier now that I've actually talked once.

Could this day get any worse.

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boom sorry guys its short like johnny christ but I wasn't feeling well so its all crappy! (sure when isn't it you say:p )

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