A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 24

warning guys! !! triggers!

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Brian's p.o.v

As I trudged home from school I let out a defeated sigh, it had started raining almost like the weather knew my day was shit and wanted to make it worse.

my body ached as I walked I couldn't help cut cut some more in school.

I'm just a worthless pieces of shit! no one cares and if they do I end up hurting them like with zacky. I am beyond caring anymore I should be thrown away like some trash.

I neared my house and the cold dread took over me. I prepared myself for what was about to happen when I opened the door, I was late home today and I knew he would be pissed I didn't even have money for alchol for him.

"you're late boy!"

I was met with the stern fist on my fathers hand and the smell of cheap alchol and smoke. he pined me up against the wall so he could uses me as his personal punching bag.

I stood at took every hit because I knew I deserved it. I hurt people I love and I am just trash nothing more. I felt tears stream down my face. Not even zacky could save me.

zacky. I instantly had the urge to see him and apologize. If I die tonight I need him to know how much i really love him. But too late I felt my body go numb for the beatings and I fell to the floor clutching my ribs.

I drifted in and out of consciousness until finally it all went black.

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I don't know how long I was out but I still lay on the floor of my hallway. I tried to get up but I couldn't, I noticed my father still stood in front of me.

One hand a bottle of beer the other a knife. my mind raced at the sight of the knife but my father only held a sick sadistic smile on his face.

"let me teacher you a lesson boy." his voice was dark oozing with cruelty.

I tried to get away from him with all my energy crawling away but he stood down on my leg causing a sharp pain to spread throughout it.

Within a split second I felt his craving things into my back.

"dont scream boy or ill finish you."

I managed to suppress my scream while tears fell down my face at the pain of his craving into my back.

He stood up admiring his work when I made my get away. With all my energy I had I made it out into the rain and stumbled down the street.

As I stumbled I had no clue where to go until I recognised the street as zacky's. I made it up towards the house the night was closing in so darkness loomed over us all.

I seen his house with no cars in the drive and knocked heavy and slowly on his door my legs gave in and I lay in a puddle of rain, blood and my own tears.

I could hear laughter from within right before the door opened to reveal zacky, his face on seeing me was in shock.

"OH GOD BRIAN! " his voice was frantic. which alerted the others.

I forgot about movie night, I instantly felt guilty i came.

soom Matt, jimmy, val and her sister all appeared all equally with shock and horror over my state.

"get him inside now." matt said.

while zacky and matt hauled me up into there arms. I couldn't speak or do anything  I could barely walk too which they all notice.

"oh god brian what happened to you? " Zacky whispered. leading me in towards the kitchen  with everyone behind me.

I heard someone gasp at the slight of my back.

"quickly sit him there while I fetch the first aid kit, val get a few clothes and water too." Zacky ordered.

I hadn't said a word,  I just sat in shock staring down at the ground when zacky arrived back.

"um. chelle and I should go, brian I hope you feel better soon. " val said softly and full of pity.

I was glad they had gone because I really didn't want those girls being scared of what my body really looked like.

"Brian im going to need to take your jumper off tk clean your back." Zacky said reaching for my jumper but I stopped him. I was a mess underneath it.

Matt and jimmy where silent as they fetched things for me.

I gave in on holding my jumper as he pealed it off my torso.

At the sight of me they all gasped, my body was littered with bruises old and new and cuts amd burns. it was repulsive at the least.

" who did this to you brian? " Zacky asked with tears running down his face.

"n.no one." I croaked.

"NO ONE! Brian look at those bruises! it looks like you have been beat everyday! and the cuts! I thought you stopped. Please tell me brian please." Zacky was crying so much he never sounded so hurt in his life.

I looked up towards matt and jimmy both shared a sad look of concern. Then I focused back to Zacky. I shouldn't tell him. But I can't lie anymore.

I let out a sigh before I crocked out the words I thought I'd never speak.

"m..my f..father"

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boom cliff hanger! !! sort of :p

sorry for all the pain !!

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