A broken boy and cheap bottle of Whiskey [completed]

chapter 12... I think

this chapters dedicated to @Zackys_babe hopefully you like!

anyhoe here you go I was thinking of what to do here for this chapter and im not fully sure how it will turn out :/

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zacky's p.o.v

I stood there with Brian in silence I had no clue of what to say or to do to him. But lucky in an unlucky way brian was the first to talk.

"I have to go. " his tone was harsh like he wanted to hit someone.

it frightened me slightly as he let go of my shoulders and stomping out his cigarette. soon I was left in the silence of my own company.

great!

I sat down where brian had been fishing my cigarettes out. I could smell the faint scent of his still around me. I just can't get him out of my mind. I had come to the conclusion that I had more feeling for this guy than I waa letting on. Everytime I saw him I felt it in my hearts.

Was I really falling for Brian and this quick!  I have never had a serious relationship before with any guy but fuck what am I doing im just setting my self up for heart break.

But I feel as if it would be a pleasure to get my heart broken by Brian no matter how painful it would be. I was setting myself up for  the firing squad but pulling the trigger at the same time.

I just sat there for a long time smoking and thinking when I heard someone come up to me. I looked up to notice it was Brian again my heart still flutters. if only he knew.

I soon noticed his knuckle! Thy where scaped as if he was in a fight.

"what happened your hands?" I asked.

he sits beside me pulling out his own cigarette and lights it effortlessly.

"oh nothing much a little fight don't worry. " he smirked and the thought of what he done.

"Is this a 'you should see the other guys' fight. " I ask concerned over who met his fists.

"ha yeah more like other guys .." he laughed but it fell on dry humour.

we sat in silence for another minute, not awkward silence but comfortable one. which he was first to break.

"em.. Thanks for the other morning. " he said so quite I could barely hear.

"hey no worries!  If you ever need help ill be there okay I did give you my number for that." I smiled hoping he found my note.

"oh yeah thanks for that, no I have a total of two contacts on my phone not one." he laughted it off.

I couldn't help but laugh too.

"do you want to talk about it? You know I saw what you did but I wouldn't tell a soul you know I know it can be hard trust me I know too well. "I rubbed my wrist as a sort of habbit when things like that are brought up. its a safety thing I do. I didn't have a clue what he was going to say but his face showed pain something he bottled up for a long long time.

But he soon Looked me in the eyes.

"Maybe someday I will just not today." he eyed me rubbing my wrist but said nothing.

"how long since you last ..yano?" he asked uncomfortably hoping I wasn't offended.

I wasn't tho, it had been a long time since I had and I have become more open about it now and I felt as if I could trust Brian.

"its okay to ask me, it's been over a year or so since I last did anything like that." I replied.

"it does get better tho sometimes I've nearly relapsed but I don't want to for my family's sake. "

the mention of family made him flinch, he seemed scared of his home.

"yanno brian if you feel like you want to someday you can ring me or text me I don't care what time or day it is I consider you a friend now."

he looked me straight in the eyes, like he could cry.

"you call me a friend?  you don't even know me yet you have taken cars of me and actually want to be around me, where you not warned about me." he replied weakly unsure of my reaction.

"Brian im big enough to make my own decisions on people and who i want to be friends with and fuck what anyone else says does it look like I give a rats ass what thew think they can go shove a catus up their asses." I placed a hand on his leg.

he couldn't help but laugh at my catus references and soon I fell into a fit of laughter too.

His laught was beautiful just like him.

I was falling for him more and more with every little thing he did.

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boom guy's! I hope you like :3

I like the little bounding session over a cigarette or two  they are the best sort of sessions :3

anyhoe the usual vote and comments what you think? :D also the usually mistakes etc

love E

xxx